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Jan 28, 2017, 10:31 AM
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It seems I only have made decisions in my life in full blown mania.
I remodeled a condo ,spent $25,000 on it. Took only 2 baths in the tub before I bought another and was deep into another project. It seems I've never really stopped to smell the roses. I got engaged to a man I knew for less than 2 weeks. During a giant mania attack. ( it did stick though. Married for over 20 years) Another fast decision,I started a business then when it was up and running,instead of just enjoying the success, I started another business. Man. This has been happening during my whole life. But during depression I make no decisions. My life gets put on hold. All projects stop. No progress is made what so ever. Drag. Is this a pattern in your life too?
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Jan 28, 2017, 12:39 PM
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Not really. I don't have the money to do all that. But I do start projectsw like cleaning my whole house or car out or make plans to go on a trip that I can't afford, but I plan it anyway.
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Jan 28, 2017, 08:49 PM
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No. It seems like my life is always on hold. I suck at making decisions.
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Jan 28, 2017, 11:26 PM
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Yes, during mania, I quit jobs and start new ones. I start remodels, start large craft projects and learn new crafts. I feel invincible. Unstoppable.
When depressed...I just want to hide under the covers and cry
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Jan 29, 2017, 12:07 AM
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I avoid major decisions in the midst of episodes. So as a result, I don't make major decisions very often.
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Jan 29, 2017, 05:10 AM
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This is so helpful. Thank you.
I haven't opened up like this in awhile.
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 MusicLover82
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Jan 29, 2017, 05:11 AM
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This is so helpful. Thank you.
I haven't opened up like this in awhile.
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