[zijax]

I want to go on a change myself tear. I want a boob job. I want an eye lift. I want lip injections. I want to start working out 5 days a week like I used to do. I want highlights in my hair and my bangs cut, I want my nails done. I'm going to tell Pdoc to take me off any fat meds-I'm 20 lbs overweight, maybe 30. I'm going to get my teeth whitened. I'd like to lose 20 lbs. I've got to break out of this depression. I think trying to make myself beautiful will make me feel better. I used to be very beautiful then I got bipolar and alcoholic and well I slid backwards and I aged. I'm going to go for it-if they have a payment plan.

[still_crazy]

my bet is that plastic surgery is probably more effective than psychiatry...

[zijax]

Yes, I agree, psychiatry hasn't done much for me, meds just don't work or they wear out, they make me fat and dumb, but some big tits, yeah let's have a go with that I'd also like a new car and throw in a trip to Europe to visit my brother in Serbia and my son in France.

[Moose72]

I had plastic surgery and it didn't make me any less Bipolar

[zijax]

HaHa Moose, did it make you happier? I'm trying to find happiness. I'm tired of looking within. I'm doing a lot of that but I need to balance it. I want to play with the outsides, the touchable stuff. Have you heard of a blepharplasty, it's an eyelid lift. It makes ones eyes more open and youthful and takes the tired look out. We could call it the "manic lift!" It will surely pull one out of the gloomy despair of depression and onto a manic wave when you see 5 years disappear from your face after this simple surgery. You will look awake and refreshed, ready to take on the world!

[Moose72]

I am on lifelong blood thinners from a tummy tuck that I got blood clots from. Plastic surgery isn't all games.

[Sad Mermaid]

I want a tummy tuck, but won't be able to afford it for a few years. I was not aware of the lifelong negative consequences this surgery might cause...

[Sad Mermaid]

Originally Posted by zijax

I want to go on a change myself tear. I want a boob job. I want an eye lift. I want lip injections. I want to start working out 5 days a week like I used to do. I want highlights in my hair and my bangs cut, I want my nails done. I'm going to tell Pdoc to take me off any fat meds-I'm 20 lbs overweight, maybe 30. I'm going to get my teeth whitened. I'd like to lose 20 lbs. I've got to break out of this depression. I think trying to make myself beautiful will make me feel better. I used to be very beautiful then I got bipolar and alcoholic and well I slid backwards and I aged. I'm going to go for it-if they have a payment plan.

ZIJAX,

This sounds rather garbled. Let us get doable stuff done first:

- nails done
- bangs cut
- highlights

Those are medium price and you can probably go for them now. I just wonder about the season for highlights - my hairdresser recommends them only for summer.

I would do these and reassess the situation with a cool head; also, be forewarned that hypomania might make you want to spend spend spend...