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I was just reminscing the year I was manic. It actually was quite a wonderful year. I miss it - I even miss the delusions....
What were yours? For me, I had myself believing I was a world class adventurer. |
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One of my favorites is thinking that I know the secret to the theme that binds my life meaning together. I have that one a lot. Apparently when I'm manic, I like to think about this.
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I went mad on metaphysics and believed I could move things with my mind and affect situations in people's lives. I saw everything as interconnected so believed I could use that to achieve my goals. When I tried to move things with my mind and it didn't work I was not discouraged but thought I had the technique wrong so kept trying.
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I thought God was communicating with me and asking me to do things to test my faith (like fasting). I also thought angels were stalking me in the form of people.
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dx: schizoaffective bipolar type; OCD; GAD rx: clozapine, clonazepam PRN |
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that is funny... I thought it was just me. When I am in manic psychosis, every little detail of my life is connected and makes sense together, as if there were a theme binding literally every event in my history. As if my life were an exciting story.
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Dx: Bipolar I w/Psychotic Features Rx: Seroquel ER 550 mg, Depakote ER 1000 mg, Melatonin 6 mg, Atarax 50 mg. |
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Yup! I guess I was in psychosis then. :-)
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