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Feb 07, 2017, 06:55 PM
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...or two.
"I'm never what I like, I'm double sided. And I just can't hide, I kinda like it, when I make you cry. 'Cause I'm twisted up, I'm twisted up inside my mind." -Twenty One Pilots, 'Semi-automatic'. "Art is not what I create. What I create is chaos." -Halsey, 'Colors (Stripped)'.
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Feb 07, 2017, 07:00 PM
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'To Thine Own Self Be True'
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Dx: BP2 and MDD Current meds: 100mg Wellbutrin; 200mg Lamictal; 400mg Seroquel at night; Xanax 1mg/PRN; 100mg/PRN Trazodone at night for insomnia Diagnosed in May 2016 |
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Feb 07, 2017, 07:31 PM
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Hi/Lo. No place to go.
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
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Feb 07, 2017, 08:08 PM
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"An uncontrolled drip hollows out the stone"
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Feb 08, 2017, 12:39 AM
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"Yesterday was the tornado warning, today is like the morning after. Your world is torn in half, you wake and let's wait to start the mourning process. Rebuilding and you're still a work in progress."
"So familiarize with what having to swallow this pill is like. It happens all the time, they take your heart and steal your life. And it's as though you feel you've died because you've been killed inside. But yet you're still alive which means you must survive. Although today you may weep because you're weak and everything seems so bleak and hopeless. The light that you're seeking, it begins to seep in, that's the only thing keepin' you from leapin' off the motherfreaking deep end." Eminem, Beautiful Pain
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Bipolar II, social anxiety, occasional panic attacks. Abilify 2mg, melatonin 3mg prn sleep, vistaril prn anxiety |
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Feb 08, 2017, 01:16 AM
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"Having bipolar disorder is like seeing the world and everything in it as poetry: the highs, the lows, the wonder, the joy, the pain, the sheer intensity of it all---sometimes overwhelming, but always worthwhile."
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DX: Bipolar 1 Anxiety Tardive dyskinesia Mild cognitive impairment RX: Celexa 20 mg Gabapentin 1200 mg Geodon 40 mg AM, 60 mg PM Klonopin 0.5 mg PRN Lamictal 500 mg Levothyroxine 125 mcg (rx'd for depression) Trazodone 150 mg Zyprexa 7.5 mg Please come visit me @ http://bpnurse.com |
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Feb 08, 2017, 09:58 AM
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tidal pools of electric reds and melancholy blues
ebbing and flowing inside and outside empty and full |
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Feb 08, 2017, 10:07 AM
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Too Bright to Hear, too Loud to See.
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Meds: Latuda, Lamictal XR, Vyvanse, Seroquel, Klonopin Supplements: Monster Energy replacement.  Also DLPA, tyrosine, glutamine, and tryptophan
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Feb 08, 2017, 12:22 PM
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"Take it easy, Take it easy. Don't let the sound of your own wheels make you crazy." -The Eagles
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Feb 08, 2017, 03:19 PM
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Things have been okay before; things will be okay again.
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DX: Chronic Migraine (mostly under control) "Bipolar, mixed moderate" (new dx after 1 insomnia fueled hypomanic episode at age 36 after 10 years on SSRI with no prior issue) --Caffeine addiction Lexapro 7.5 mg, Lamictal 100 mg |
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Feb 08, 2017, 09:01 PM
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Quote:
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Feb 08, 2017, 11:24 PM
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"Sometimes I'm so afraid of my [mind], of its constant hunger for whatever it is it wants, the way it stops and starts"
---Poe (musician), "Terrified Heart" He originally says "afraid of my heart," but it's accurate for me this way.
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Feb 09, 2017, 02:20 AM
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"Calm like a bomb"
-Rage Against the Machine
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Feb 09, 2017, 06:05 PM
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Makes me sick to the heart
Oh I feel so tired And the way the rain comes down hard That's the way I feel inside Robert Smith (The Cure) And everything in his song Sinking. Again, for the depressive part anyway. Most manic-y stuff is more about the (pace, etc.) of the music. But there is this... Just some rage and three kinds of yes! Interpol "Three kinds of yes". Is there anything more descriptive of the drive of mania?! 
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