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Mar 24, 2017, 08:46 PM
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So I've been hearing this song a lot lately, especially with the movie Logan out. This whole song, by johnny Cash, describes my depression accurately. It made me think, when he sang, "what have I become?" It made me think what have I become, I am such a different person, than I was 10 years ago. Ten years ago I wasn't depressed, whole life was happy, maybe manic but I enjoyed life. Now I'm trying to rebuild (not depressed now) my life and actually live it. If I were to answer what I became, I became broken, defeated, lost, hopeless. Maybe I should play Pharrell's song happy lol.
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Mar 24, 2017, 08:58 PM
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Actually it is a Nine Inch Nails song. I think was written by Trent Reznor. Johnny Cash covered it. But I agree... I feel very in touch with that song in particular.
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Mar 24, 2017, 09:03 PM
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Quote:
The verses of starting over a million miles away also hits home as I'm thinking why not restart my life somewhere else.
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Mar 24, 2017, 09:24 PM
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Just wanted to add, this song makes me cry. Yup definitely going to play happy over and over again lol.
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Mar 24, 2017, 09:38 PM
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Hurt used to be my jam. Back in my depressed goth teenager days. I'm sure it would make its way into my rainy days playlist again but hopefully I won't have to go back there. i like the johnny cash version a lot more than the NIN version.
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Mar 24, 2017, 10:03 PM
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I'm not familiar with that song but will add it to things to check out. I hate to admit it but I've been listen to Justin Bieber's love yourself. I sing it as "F&ck yourself" as it's much more charming that way. I just found out Ed Sheeran wrote the song which explains why I like it so much. That man writes from the soul and is so wise beyond his years it's unbelievable. I like nine inch nails and Mr Cash also.
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Mar 25, 2017, 06:35 AM
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It is one of my favourite songs. Especially Trent Reznors version in Nine Inch Nails. My favourite line is 'everyone goes away in the end'. I have lost many friends, family and partners too. And now i am 'my only friend'. I find it oddly comforting during down times. A work of art. Johnny Cash did it justice too.
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Mar 25, 2017, 06:48 AM
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The NIN one was my jam too back in the nineties. All the music I listened to as a teen was dark. That song is depressing to me now and I try to avoid depressing things because they don't help for sure
Boogy don't focus on the past. It doesn't do anything but trap us in things we can t fix. Just focus on the now Be present in the now. It's all we have. 
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#9
Mar 25, 2017, 12:17 PM
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Johnny Cash did a magnificent job covering "Hurt." It's a beautiful, haunting, very depressing song.
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Mar 25, 2017, 02:38 PM
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I love Nine Inch Nails. Their album "The Downward Spiral" has helped me through some really hard times, not just with mood swings/Bipolar, but also when something traumatic happened to me. Listening to the lyrics and intensity of the music has helped me heal in some ways. In fact, I am wearing a NIN shirt right now! The song "Hurt" is beautifully dark and definitely resonates with me.
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