[Theresa1991]

Hey guys, First of all i wanted to Check in and say Hi. I havent been online for a while, i finally moved to my new Place and started with the preparation for my finals.

I have been doing pretty good so far, the new place helps and i even seem to get a grip on the drinking. Anyway i kind of exaggerate, i don't ever stop being productive, studying, boxing, writing, meeting people and doing favors.

Now for the Last three days i just wanted to be alone and felt kind of disgusted by people and so i mainly spent my time reading and writing. I dont think this would be a problem if my thoughts werent getting so dark and me so agitated. I cant sleep, just woke up at 5:30 again after lying awake for hours and slipping into short naps from time to time. My head is pouring out poems and i already want to get up and do things, study, run, clean, write, draw, become perfect, and at the same time i feel like something dark is hovering over me and pulling me down. I am wide awake but my Body is slowly getting tired from the sleep deprivation. What could this be? Along with me isolating? Any ideas?