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Wanderer of Distant Stars
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#541
A bit high, just been going and going on about 5 hours sleep average the past few nights. I don't know man, hope this isn't mania.
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Wanderer of Distant Stars
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#542
Hanging out in the middle, but on the low side a bit. Was really tired earlier, really hate how big I am in terms of weight. Wish I could lose some of this weight so bad.
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Member Since Mar 2015
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#543
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I hear you about the weight situation. I'm starting to accept that size L/XL (depending on brand) is just my new normal. Sigh. And that I've gone up like four pants sizes. Ugh. So depressing. BOOHOO. Whatever. I guess Husband still finds me attractive. He actually told me I look better with a little bit of weight on me. ![]() Anyway, I'm just a little above normal. Stabilizing back down to normal levels, though hypersexuality is still high. __________________ The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "I'm scared. I'm old. I want to go home!" 😁 - anonymous |
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Wanderer of Distant Stars
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#544
I used to be accepting of my weight at 200 pounds. Being 50 pounds heavier than that is messing with me so bad. I think I have to start taking control of it. Thank you so much for being so supportive @raspberrytorte !!
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#545
I've officially regressed down to normal levels. No crashing or anything. Just stable. Yawn 🥱 And very tired!
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Member Since Oct 2017
Location: La Porte, TX
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#546
I'm in the middle, pretty level though I feel as if my emotions are blunted due to meds. But I'm not having suicidal ideations, and I'm not manic, so that is a plus. I've been stable almost a month. Sigh. I've gained weight too, but I guess hanging out at 125 lb. is not a tradegy by any means. But I used to be 110 lb. (sigh).
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#547
Sigh. Depressed now.
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#548
I'm kind of low because I don't feel good physically. I've tried various meds and a nap. I just have a headache bordering on a migraine right now.
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#549
Thought I was depressed, but now I don't know.
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Wanderer of Distant Stars
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#550
I am hanging out in the middle after a rough start this morning. Will start writing again to keep myself busy, and try to sort out some things that I have been neglecting. Just trying to be kinder to myself has been a challenge this week.
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#551
Both. I'm very confused by my emotions right now!
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#552
Not even on the scale. Just chillin' in the abyss.
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Wanderer of Distant Stars
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#553
Flying high at 5am with no sleep all night. SO MUCH on my mind. I feel like I am totally robbed of any rest.
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#554
Pretty much middle.
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#555
Hypo kicking in again. Three hours of sleep. Crazy ideas floating around in my head. Hypersexuality on high drive. Staring at Husband longingly. Sigh.
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Wanderer of Distant Stars
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#556
Hanging out in the middle today. Got up REALLY late, ugh. These late nights have to stop.
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Oct 2017
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#557
Still hanging out in the middle. Feeling pretty good and hoping it's not the beginning of hypomania. Haven't done any completely crazy shyt yet.
__________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: two roads diverged in a wood, and I - I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. --Robert Frost |
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#558
Still don't know. Feeling good yet bad. Can't fukking sleep, even WITH my seroquel!
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Grand Magnate
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#559
__________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: two roads diverged in a wood, and I - I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. --Robert Frost |
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#560
Hanging out in the middle. Doing well. Actually put on makeup for the 2nd day in a row. I also went for a 3 mile walk this AM.
__________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: two roads diverged in a wood, and I - I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. --Robert Frost |
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