[Unrigged64072835]

I'm in a bad space at the moment. Full of sadness. Hope it doesn't spiral into depression. This is a hard time of year for me. I usually end up IP around July.

Anxiety kicked in at 11:30 AM. Laid down and didn't get up until 3 PM, when the mowers were out. Still feel tired and sad. Will need to cook soon but I thought my husband talked about going to an Asian place for food. Don't know if that will happen. Haven't seen him all day.

Both knees hurt and it's tough moving around. Also ran out of treats to keep my blood sugar up midday.

[liveforsummer]

Beautiful day here, finally motivated myself and cleaned the bathroom, laundry and groceries and will start supper soon. Maybe go for another walk this evening as feeling bit better

[Moose72]

My primary wrote me a script for Maxalt and it was approved by my insurance! I went into my new pharmacy today and they informed me of this! It worked so well several years ago when I used it, but then insurance stopped paying. Maybe they figured its cheaper than ER visits?

Had Friday lunch. Had a piece of fried chicken. Gave the other two to the kids. There were only four of us because four others had to cancel, including N3- he thought he had a half day, but did not.

Had a nice day over all. Talked with a good friend on the phone for a while. The weather was very nice.

I took a nap when I got home for two hours and now I worry I won't be able to sleep tonight, but at least its Friday.

Been reading one of my books the last week, "Moreschi and the Voice of the Castrato". I think I have two copies of the same thing, one hard copy one paperback. Never read either and had them for 15 years, or so. Its sort of a dry read, but fun to know the history behind the man who was history's "last castrato". Hmm... The other book is called "Moreschi: The Last Castrato". Maybe they're two different books? That would be cool.

[Wild Coyote]

Originally Posted by Fharraige

I'm in a bad space at the moment. Full of sadness. Hope it doesn't spiral into depression. This is a hard time of year for me. I usually end up IP around July.

Anxiety kicked in at 11:30 AM. Laid down and didn't get up until 3 PM, when the mowers were out. Still feel tired and sad. Will need to cook soon but I thought my husband talked about going to an Asian place for food. Don't know if that will happen. Haven't seen him all day.

Both knees hurt and it's tough moving around. Also ran out of treats to keep my blood sugar up midday.

I'm sorry you are having a tough time.

(((((( Fharraige ))))))

I hope you obtain some relief soon.


WC

[Lifeischallenging]

So I got a call from my pharmacy and they told me my prescription is unavailable. My psychiatrist is going to have to put me on a substitute, which is making me very nervous. I don't know what is going to happen. I have enough of my current medication to get me through until Monday of the following week, but I am still nervous because I expected a call from my pdoc already. Other than that, I had an eye exam today. That went pretty well. Getting new glasses; should be available by the end of next week. Pretty pricey the frames I chose. I was a little nervous however about telling them I was taking lithium for Bipolar Disorder. I don't know why I felt that way. It was sort of daunting. I also need to let my dentist know. I understand they have to know so they can make accommodations to the medication they prescribe me in case they find a problem and they need to put me on medicine. But I was still nervous for some reason. I hope my pdoc can find suitable substitute for me as well.

[liveforsummer]

Not sure what's going on with me today. Feel like I'm in a bit of a downward spiral.

I can't figure this out. How do I do the trigger thing so when u read my entry my writing that's a possible trigger is hidden and you have to click on it to access it?
Man I'm a tech dummy. Or maybe it's the piña colada.

[Moose72]

I'm so glad I got maxalt for my migraines. Let's hope I don't get another one for a while though. I'm in bed reading about Moreschi. (More-es-key)

[Moose72]

Originally Posted by liveforsummer

Not sure what's going on with me today. Feel like I'm in a bit of a downward spiral.

I can't figure this out. How do I do the trigger thing so when u read my entry my writing that's a possible trigger is hidden and you have to click on it to access it?
Man I'm a tech dummy. Or maybe it's the piña colada.

Put brackets around the word TRIGGER like these [] Then do the same after your text but ad a / before "TRIGGER". Let me know if you need more help.

[xRavenx]

I saw my pdoc yesterday. Although I am struggling with some anxiety and impulsive outbursts, I talked to her about lowering the Seroquel due to how I don't like the "heavy" feeling it gives me. She lowered it a little, so I look at that as a good thing. Maybe that will actually help my mood. She's just recognizing I'm going through some changes, so I'll try to work through it without upping anything else. I see her in 1 month, unless something urgent comes up.

[Sunflower123]

Going home tomorrow. I am very grateful that I get to take this trip each year. Having said that...I have a sunburn, a headache and I'm ready to go home. Emotionally doing pretty good. We'll see when I get home.

Hope everyone is doing ok and giving hugs to all those that are struggling.

[scatterbrained04]

Well yesterday was a fairly decent day, but I was pretty irritable by the time I got home from work. Got stuck in massive traffic and was super hungry coming home though. l just ate and went and laid in bed and watched Netflix. Untold Stories of the ER.

Have a busy weekend ahead with family plans both days. And chores. And grocery shopping.

[Moose72]

Originally Posted by liveforsummer

Ok so just seeing if I've figured this out [trigger]THIS IS A TEST/[trigger]

Sorry all, thanks for your patience.

Can someone just let me know if it worked because from my view it didnt

I always put trigger in all caps but it probably would work in lower case too. The one thing you missed is that the "/" needs to go before the second "trigger". The idea behind it is the first one turns the command on and the slash turns the command off.

[Daonnachd]

We're going to see my sis-in-law in San Jose (CA) today. I so desperately don't want to go, but it's her birthday. Otherwise I feel fine. Yay.

[liveforsummer]

Took everything in me but I did it, I hauled my sorry ***** outa bed at 10:30 and went to the driving range to hit some golf balls (I'm terrible but it's a distraction) then the garden centre to get a potted pant to stick in one spot on my front garden nothing grows. Despise gardening so that was huge accomplishment lol!

[scatterbrained04]

Feeling very depressed and sui and don't want to get out of bed or continue psychiatric treatment because it doesn't help anyway. Rant over.

[Unrigged64072835]

Another slow day. Still anxious and restless, but it should end here soon. The sadness has lifted and now I'm just meh. At least I took a shower today, but now I have a rash on my forehead. I see the dermatologist on the 28th, and that's the soonest I could get in.

Just passing time until I make dinner.

[Moose72]

I'm just back from FWB's. Not very fulfilling mentally or physically. Need a real boyfriend. Wasn't horrible or bad, just unfulfilling.

I'm sleepy and a bit hungry. Not dinner time. N2 is at her friend's graduation party having a great time. Maybe I'll take a nap. I went on a long walk with N3 today too.

[Moose72]

I'm tired yet too awake. Time for dinner I think.dunno when N2 wants picked up.

[FooZe]

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[xRavenx]

Rant: I'm not in a good spot. As soon as I think my mood is leveling out, it's becoming more and more volatile. People make me angry in my life for different reasons, and it's hard to hold back. I wish I was accepted for who I am though in my daily life, and that's something that's triggered me, since I do not feel that I am (I'm not referring to here though...thanks everyone). I don't want to pretend to be someone I'm not...and I feel judged and censored a lot lately. Everything seems to be so "top secret" in the family, so I'm done....sorry.