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Old Jun 14, 2017, 07:29 AM
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More a BPD thing, but posting it in the right forum would defeat the purpose.

I've always really liked this user name.

So... I hope I've given you ample ammunition in the past. Otherwise, I'll add some. Keep it personal.

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And it's been too long. At least here I don't have to pretend I'm sane. But I'm sure this place hasn't been the same without me, right!?
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Old Jun 14, 2017, 07:43 AM
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Bloody hell... is it me or are the forums loading very slowly? Maybe if you just all stop posting for a few minutes. Like now.

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It's evidently working now. Thanks.
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Old Jun 14, 2017, 07:47 AM
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Who likes geraniums?
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Old Jun 14, 2017, 08:03 AM
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Who doesn't(!?)

Who's manic (sorry I need some inspiration for this SPAM thread)?
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Old Jun 14, 2017, 08:07 AM
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What's your favourite plant?
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Old Jun 14, 2017, 08:08 AM
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My favorite flower is the daffodil. They are one of the first flowers to bloom after a long hard winter and they symbolize hope to me that winter will always end.
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Old Jun 14, 2017, 08:09 AM
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By the way, it's nice to see you. Haven't seen you around in awhile. I'm sorry you're struggling though.
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Old Jun 14, 2017, 08:31 AM
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My favorite is roses. Ive just never had any luck growing them.
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Old Jun 14, 2017, 09:03 AM
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By the way, it's nice to see you. Haven't seen you around in awhile. I'm sorry you're struggling though.
Yes, that's how this is not going to work: you and most if not all of you are too genuinely kind (and forgiving). That's no red flag it's more like home.

So, let's (also) turn our attention to those pesky, far too "normal" people.... do you think very "normal" people are more likely to be disingenuous and do you also think we are better equiped to see through that (and for some of us it makes us just a little not-as-composed, dare I say just a tad unhinged)?

I don't like the flowers and/or seeds that I'm allergic to (wish I knew which they are). I like all other flowering plants.

I love people who talk to me about geraniums. It has been like that since I was a child. It's strange, I know.
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Old Jun 14, 2017, 09:46 AM
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Do you think May should go?

And do you like The Clash?

(see what I did there; it seems I'm not completely overmedicated!?)
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Old Jun 14, 2017, 10:21 AM
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Do you like padlocks?

For people who know too much about computers and that Internet thing people keep talking about:

What does the S in HTTPS stand for:
A. Slow; or
B. Super slow.

Would you rather have privacy or convenience?

Surely it's not like you have something to hide!?

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Old Jun 14, 2017, 11:07 AM
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What song would you want to unlisten? What episode, or rather what happened, unremembered? What feeling unfelt?
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Old Jun 14, 2017, 12:36 PM
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Who likes geraniums?
I love geraniums, as you already know. I have to get a new one for this summer still. My one from last year perished.

I like the name Eustace too.
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Old Jun 14, 2017, 12:39 PM
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Who doesn't(!?)

Who's manic (sorry I need some inspiration for this SPAM thread)?
I'm sad. If I wasn't sad this would be a lot more fun. Everything is more fun when you're hypo/manic.
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Old Jun 14, 2017, 12:44 PM
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What's your favourite plant?
Geraniums are my favorite plant.

What's your favorite plant?
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Old Jun 14, 2017, 12:55 PM
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Cacao, coffee and lavender plants/shrubs/trees. I really dislike marijuana plants.
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Old Jun 14, 2017, 01:05 PM
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I'm sad. If I wasn't sad this would be a lot more fun. Everything is more fun when you're hypo/manic.
Yes, sad is not good. It's bad. There should be some (near-)manic momentum for things like this. The thread is not exactly on fire, but we could re-use it. The more nonsense/material, the merrier.

But maybe we should just wait. There's gonna more people on here now so it might still surprise us and lift our spirits.

And it's just being ignored, this thread. We need less-medicated, manic and/or drunk people on here.
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Old Jun 14, 2017, 01:10 PM
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And Eustace is a great name for a great person who I read is also not doing very well at the moment.

I just don't like the EU in Eustace. He should change his name to Stace. And undergo a sex change operation.
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Old Jun 14, 2017, 01:25 PM
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And Eustace is a great name for a great person who I read is also not doing very well at the moment.

I just don't like the EU in Eustace. He should change his name to Stace. And undergo a sex change operation.
Haha. Nice.

What's wrong with the EU. I like it. I plan on getting a fish. I'm going to name the fish Eustace after p.
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Old Jun 14, 2017, 01:28 PM
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Haha. Nice.

What's wrong with the EU. I like it. I plan on getting a fish. I'm going to name the fish Eustace after p.
Oh, too much is wrong with the EU. Just search for EU on this forum and thou shall know the Truth!

What kind of fish? What's a typical Eustacey fish?
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Old Jun 14, 2017, 01:32 PM
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And ElsaMars is posting in the wrong thread. And she isn't sad, so she has no excuse!
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Old Jun 14, 2017, 01:42 PM
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And to come back the obvious main topic:

Do you like padlocks?
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Old Jun 14, 2017, 01:57 PM
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I do like padlocks. I have one in my pocket all the time. I use it as a key fob.

I don't like violins, though, they sound tinny to me.
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I posted in this thread now. Today was a very bad day....700 dollar plumbing bill, migraine, dogs barking for hours because they trust strangers even less than I do. Barking on top of migraine on top of spending money we don't have all equal a cluster of flucks. Could be worse though. I'm not depressed and grateful things are fixed. Could always be worse. Padlocks have their purpose and have been useful. It depends on the job at hand I imagine.
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Old Jun 14, 2017, 03:06 PM
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At least with a migraine you don't have to think about all that. Just three words: "make it stop". Bit like (sometimes very much like) depression. It's almost like a holiday: nothing matters apart from your apparent will to survive. That's all that matters.

But 700 dollars is a lot! How did you manage that?

I love the violin. It's too difficult to try it myself I think, but I love the sound. And a string -tet or orchestra with lots of violins, that's as beautiful as a large choir (a good one). Or both! Heaven! Who needs mania!!?
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