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Hey everyone, long time no see! And I'm happy to say i took a break because I'm doing great on new meds. I still missed you all!
Well anyway, yes I'm stable but today I just woke up and right away didn't feel right. I'm pissed at the world. I'm taking it out on everyone. I even texted my bf "don't come home, I'm not in the mood to deal with **** today'" then right away realized how utterly stupid and rude that was. I'm stable, just having an off day. I'm in bed watching tv in the dark at 1:30pm. Still in pj's. My bf mentioned going out for drinks and lunch/dinner but I'm afraid if I have those drinks then I'll do something I'm going to regret... as I usually do when I'm bombed. Just needed to vent!!! |
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I understand having an off day! I'm sure we all do! I hope you feel better soon.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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Congrats!
![]() I am happy to hear you've been so stable! That's great! Maybe feels scary to now awaken to not feeling so great? You know yourself and your reaction to alcohol best. Please stay safe and don't do anything you'll regret. ![]() WC |
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We went out tonight. Yes we drank but I kept my cool!! In the past the police would be here about once a month. I admit I'm crazy and shouldn't be drinking but whatever. I haven't had a "blackout rage" in a few weeks.
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