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8.6.17
feeling anxious and antisocial, wont open the door, wont answer the phone etc been sleeping very much and pulling back from my family -> family problems, leashing out at husband and kids the few friends I have I have been pushing away been driving wrecklessly with my eyes closed while hoping for something to happen – even when my children are with me at times I feel like I am going to totally loose it, it keeps on gaing ground within me I am taking Tysabri somewhat hoping it will kill me (high risk treatment for me) prior sexual abuse? Cant remember but "know" something happend been slightly cutting and burning myself (never done that before), only superficially been having nightmares looking to trigger myself I want to pull my hair out, one at a time to make the pain last, I want to scream and never stop I was very low from about 14-18. Cutting, drinking, partying, eating issues, suicide attempts. When I met my husband, had my kids etc everything seemed managable for a while. It is all creeping back up and much more heavily so than it ever did during my teenage years. Last edited by sabby; Aug 11, 2017 at 04:40 PM. Reason: Added trigger icon and edited to bring within posting guidelines |
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