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For a couple of months, I was slightly hypomanic with a couple of spikes upward and finally a hard crash. I bounced back but still slightly depressed and the head fog has never lifted. I have been much worse, but I still don't like it and it is wearing on my nerves pretty quickly after enjoying the upside for a while. Other people didn't agree that my hypomania was so good. A couple of people have referred to my current condition as stable. I feel like that means I quit bothering them as much. I am hoping my pdoc will bump up the wellbutrin next week. She agreed to adding it to the mix but only with caution, starting me on a worthless 75mg dose (I used to take 300mg). If I say an AD worked for me in the past, she is a little suspicious because she knows I like to be slightly hypomanic and I can't seem to stabilize there without spikes up. I can't stabilize here without spikes down. I might be headed in that direction, which is why it is really getting to me right now.