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I'm getting tired of apologizing for everything, always being the person that's wrong, not communicating good enough, needing reassurance, being told im ridiculous over the things I feel and constantly question because I don't understand. I can't do this s*** anymore. What the hell is the point in all of this? I'm past the point of not caring and I've got nothing to try for.
I'm just ranting sorry, there is a lot going on that I can't understand

(((Alpha91))))

I'm sorry these things are happening to you. I don't know what is wrong with some people but this is a good place to vent.

Relationships can be hard. Sorry you're having such a tough time.

I'm glad you're venting. It's important to vent instead of internalizing these feelings, so don't feel sorry about venting!

That said, I can somewhat relate to what you're going through. It's a sucky feeling.

Do you have a therapist you could talk to? i bet he or she could give you some awesome advice and help you find ways to feel better soon

Ya I have a therapist but since I'm in the military I only get to talk to him once every 2 or 3 weeks.
Thanks everyone

We are not professionals, but we have ears to listen and shoulders to lean on