[Moreta]

So I don't spam the board, I'll just make 1 post.

I'm ok for now. Slept till 9, which is late for me. I had set an alarm for 7 but I turned it off when it went off. I wanted to talk to my husband before he went into work but that didn't happen. I noticed he sent me one of those messages you forward people on FB and I thought his FB had gotten hacked. lmao. He said it was from him. lol. He just never sends me messages on it.

It is so hard to wake up today. Maybe I'll just have a lazy day.

[emgreen]

You're not guilty of spamming the boards, Mo. I'm sorry your morning is off to a rough start.

[Moreta]

It's not that rough. I'm just tired. I might take a nap today.

What really feels weird is that I'm not gonna be able to watch my husband play video games for a month. That's what I usually do all day.

[Sunflower123]

I hope you have a good day. Sending big hugs.

[99fairies]

Don't worry about posting. If anyone has been spamming the board it's been me. I can't seem to keep my whining to myself.
Do you have any friends or family nearby to keep you company?

[Moreta]

I have one friend. We’re gonna go out on the 17th for my birthday that’s on the 18th. I can always call my husbands friend too. My mom lives near but I don’t talk to that ***** anymore.

[~Christina]

Happy early Birthday

[Moreta]

Thanks Christina.

I really need to find my stacker 2 energy shots. Ffs I’m tired. Gonna try to go out after the show I’m watching and get some tilapia for dinner. I found a recipe for blackened tilapia that I want to try.

My husband texted me earlier and said he’s glad he took his tan Lebron basketball shoes to wear cause he’s gotten a lot of compliments. Lol

[Shazerac]

Sounds like you are using healthy coping mechanisms. I'm happy for you

I hope it goes quickly for you

[Moreta]

Still haven't gotten motivated to go out and get stuff for dinner. lol. It's so hard to get motivated when someone else isn't here.

[99fairies]

I'm proud of you. You are doing great...keep it up!

[Moreta]

I made it to the fish market, finally. I am so bored. Wish someone was here to talk to.

[Moreta]

Had a nightmare, woke up screaming. Always fun.

Ugh. I’ve done that. I hate when I scare people

[Moreta]

Just the dogs here to scare. lol. Now they won't leave me the **** alone.

[Moreta]

I am so bored. Need to leave in an hour though. Feel a bit down.

[Moreta]

gah someone cook me dinner. I am beat after today. Church was all messed up. The other usher didn't show up then they asked me to count the offering as well so I didn't get out of there until 12:45. Then I had to go grocery shopping.

I swear I'm gonna get off my *** at 6 and cook. lol.

[wildflowerchild25]

When my husband died I basically stopped cooking because it seemed like too much work to cook for just myself. I have a son but he wasn’t eating what I was cooking at the time. I would make him his kid meal and then just find something for myself to eat, usually a frozen pizza or something.

I’m still like this even though it’s been over two years. My son eats my food now though so i do try to cook at least four times a week. It’s just so much effort! I understand your plight.

[Moreta]

Originally Posted by wildflowerchild25

When my husband died I basically stopped cooking because it seemed like too much work to cook for just myself. I have a son but he wasn’t eating what I was cooking at the time. I would make him his kid meal and then just find something for myself to eat, usually a frozen pizza or something.

I’m still like this even though it’s been over two years. My son eats my food now though so i do try to cook at least four times a week. It’s just so much effort! I understand your plight.

I don't mind cooking, but it does seem pointless while my husband is away. I've been finding recipes where i can just throw something in the oven for 10-20 mins and microwaving a can of veggies. My other 2 meals are protein shakes, cause I'm doing a diet right now. snacks are yogurt, apples, almonds. It's easier to cook healthy while he's gone too cause I barely eat anything. I don't have to cook a whole pot of pasta cause he's going to eat 3/4ths of it. lol.

I just wish i could sleep more. I keep waking up at 3 something, then I don't want to go back to bed cause I might miss the chance of talking to my husband in the morning.

[Moreta]

Man have I been moping around. I saw my neurologist yesterday and get to do a memory test in December. Today I have to see my pdoc. Idk what to tell him other than the ADHD meds aren't working and I can't stay awake.

I'm not gonna lie. I'm lonely. Still a long time to go. sigh.

[Wild Coyote]

(((((( Moreta ))))))

Thinking of you.

WC

[~Christina]

I know it’s hard.

My husband would be gone for a month at a time for a while for work.

It sucked but I overtime learned it was a good thing most of the time.

I could cook what I wanted or cook nothing.

Hang on Hun.... you can do this

[Moreta]

I feel a bit better today. Gonna try to be productive. Got an appt with my GI dr today at 10:30, so we'll see how that goes.

[Wild Coyote]

I hope your appointment goes well!


WC