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My version of rapid cycling:
8:00 am out on the patio drinking coffee life is beautiful. 9:00 am if an asteroid destroyed the earth I wouldn't care. 10:00 am oh wow my new painting is so beautiful 11:00 am oh my God my painting is so ugly I should be jailed Noon: I'm hungry but I can't decide what to eat. 1:00 pm I decide to become a libertarian 2:00 pm I check Facebook and declare that the entire world is insane. 3:00 pm I decide the leader of the world health organization is the antichrist. 4:00 I decide to clean out my closet because I have to many clothes. 5:00 pm I cry because I don't have anything to wear. 6:00 pm eat dinner but feel guilty because I'm gaining weight 7:00 pm weigh myself and discover I've actually lost weight 8:00 pm decide that life is just not worth living it's all a masquerade. 9:00 pm decide that I simply must go to Nepal before I die and surf travel plans. 10:00 pm go to bed and ponder my exhistance.
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Ha ha oh no, and it started so well.
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Yea I think my mood tanks in the afternoon because I get tired and my aches and pains fire up.
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![]() Eat a live frog for breakfast every morning and nothing worse can happen to you that day! "Ask yourself whether the dream of heaven and greatness should be left waiting for us in our graves - or whether it should be ours here and now and on this earth.” Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged Bipolar type 2 rapid cycling DX 2013 - Seroquel 100 Celexa 20 mg Xanax .5 mg prn Modafanil 100 mg ![]() |
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Sorry. Physical pain is in a class of its own.
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It looks/sounds exhausting.
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That is exactly how I felt on mirtazapine. I spent a couple months drunk thanks to that. Im sorry you are going through that right now sending hugs and wishes for things to be better soon
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It IS exhausting. Next time I go to my Pdoc, I going to talk to her about a med overhaul. It didn't used to be this bad.
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![]() Eat a live frog for breakfast every morning and nothing worse can happen to you that day! "Ask yourself whether the dream of heaven and greatness should be left waiting for us in our graves - or whether it should be ours here and now and on this earth.” Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged Bipolar type 2 rapid cycling DX 2013 - Seroquel 100 Celexa 20 mg Xanax .5 mg prn Modafanil 100 mg ![]() |
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It's never been this bad...Sorry you're having to go through this too...
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Wow, what a day. I hope your pdoc can come up with something that helps.
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dx: schizoaffective bipolar type; OCD; GAD rx: clozapine, clonazepam PRN |
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That's pretty much my day every day. I need to find a solution to this and soon. I'm exhausted!
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![]() Eat a live frog for breakfast every morning and nothing worse can happen to you that day! "Ask yourself whether the dream of heaven and greatness should be left waiting for us in our graves - or whether it should be ours here and now and on this earth.” Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged Bipolar type 2 rapid cycling DX 2013 - Seroquel 100 Celexa 20 mg Xanax .5 mg prn Modafanil 100 mg ![]() |
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Glad to know I'm not alone, but sorry this happens to you too. /hugs
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Diagnosed as having Bipolar II on 25 Oct 2017 Taking: Risperidone 1 mg, Lamotrigine 25 mg ![]() ![]() |
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Oh my gosh, that is rough
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Shazerac: Oh wow, I'm really sorry that this is your day to day life.
![]() I'm very sorry you have to deal with that. I wish you didn't. ![]() I hope you don't mind me asking you this question but how were you and your pdoc able to distinguish between your rapid cycling and "being moody"? My therapist thinks my mood swings are pretty normal, so I sometimes feel I'm making a big deal out of things. =/ Sorry if this question was uncalled for. I'm just trying to gain some clarity. ![]() |
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