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Old Oct 16, 2017, 09:32 AM
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My version of rapid cycling:

8:00 am out on the patio drinking coffee life is beautiful.
9:00 am if an asteroid destroyed the earth I wouldn't care.
10:00 am oh wow my new painting is so beautiful
11:00 am oh my God my painting is so ugly I should be jailed
Noon: I'm hungry but I can't decide what to eat.
1:00 pm I decide to become a libertarian
2:00 pm I check Facebook and declare that the entire world is insane.
3:00 pm I decide the leader of the world health organization is the antichrist.
4:00 I decide to clean out my closet because I have to many clothes.
5:00 pm I cry because I don't have anything to wear.
6:00 pm eat dinner but feel guilty because I'm gaining weight
7:00 pm weigh myself and discover I've actually lost weight
8:00 pm decide that life is just not worth living it's all a masquerade.
9:00 pm decide that I simply must go to Nepal before I die and surf travel plans.
10:00 pm go to bed and ponder my exhistance.
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Old Oct 16, 2017, 09:49 AM
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Ha ha oh no, and it started so well.
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Old Oct 16, 2017, 09:54 AM
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Yea I think my mood tanks in the afternoon because I get tired and my aches and pains fire up.
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Old Oct 16, 2017, 09:58 AM
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Sorry. Physical pain is in a class of its own.
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Old Oct 16, 2017, 10:18 AM
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It looks/sounds exhausting.

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Old Oct 16, 2017, 10:19 AM
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That is exactly how I felt on mirtazapine. I spent a couple months drunk thanks to that. Im sorry you are going through that right now sending hugs and wishes for things to be better soon
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Old Oct 16, 2017, 10:39 AM
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It looks/sounds exhausting.

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It IS exhausting. Next time I go to my Pdoc, I going to talk to her about a med overhaul. It didn't used to be this bad.
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"Ask yourself whether the dream of heaven and greatness should be left waiting for us in our graves - or whether it should be ours here and now and on this earth.” Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged

Bipolar type 2 rapid cycling DX 2013 -
Seroquel 100
Celexa 20 mg
Xanax .5 mg prn
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Old Oct 16, 2017, 12:05 PM
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It IS exhausting. Next time I go to my Pdoc, I going to talk to her about a med overhaul. It didn't used to be this bad.
It's never been this bad...Sorry you're having to go through this too...
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Old Oct 16, 2017, 02:00 PM
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Wow, what a day. I hope your pdoc can come up with something that helps.
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Old Oct 16, 2017, 03:08 PM
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Wow, what a day. I hope your pdoc can come up with something that helps.
That's pretty much my day every day. I need to find a solution to this and soon. I'm exhausted!
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Eat a live frog for breakfast every morning and nothing worse can happen to you that day!

"Ask yourself whether the dream of heaven and greatness should be left waiting for us in our graves - or whether it should be ours here and now and on this earth.” Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged

Bipolar type 2 rapid cycling DX 2013 -
Seroquel 100
Celexa 20 mg
Xanax .5 mg prn
Modafanil 100 mg

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Old Oct 16, 2017, 09:08 PM
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Yea I think my mood tanks in the afternoon because I get tired and my aches and pains fire up.
Now that's interesting to me... I believe I also rapid cycle, and just today made a thread about pain: https://forums.psychcentral.com/bipo...neck-pain.html

Glad to know I'm not alone, but sorry this happens to you too. /hugs
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Old Oct 16, 2017, 09:40 PM
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Oh my gosh, that is rough

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Old Oct 16, 2017, 10:49 PM
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Shazerac: Oh wow, I'm really sorry that this is your day to day life. I can kind of relate, but not 100%. Not everyday but I'd probably say once to a couple of times a week. One day last week I was crying, then laughing at everything, then feeling really empty and just wanting to sleep all in the same day. I've gotten so used to that.

I'm very sorry you have to deal with that. I wish you didn't.

I hope you don't mind me asking you this question but how were you and your pdoc able to distinguish between your rapid cycling and "being moody"? My therapist thinks my mood swings are pretty normal, so I sometimes feel I'm making a big deal out of things. =/ Sorry if this question was uncalled for. I'm just trying to gain some clarity.
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