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Old May 29, 2018, 01:14 PM
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Vivid spider friend
Visiiting with my friend today.... Brain.... Tricks.... Real.....

We'd met at Starbucks.. Hhe was sitting across from me telling me a story. I listened but then his eyes turned completely black and filled with spiders' eyes. As he spoke, his mouth became black also and filled with bigger black human eyeballs. My mind was saying to me "This is real this time!" ... "He's a spider! Run!" The sound of his voice was so loud and garbled as he spoke; it went on and on. The juxtaposition of sight and sound interwoven made me swoon. I blinked over and over lookimg down to try to shake this thing- this hallucination.
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Old May 29, 2018, 06:40 PM
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This hallucination scares me because it wa so real and persistant.
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Old May 29, 2018, 08:35 PM
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Hi Moose, How are you, in general? For example, how are your meds working out right now and when will you see your pdoc?
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Old May 30, 2018, 01:38 AM
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Hi Moose, How are you, in general? For example, how are your meds working out right now and when will you see your pdoc?
Meds are fine. Just lost a :reat friendship this week though. See pdoc a week a week from frm friday.
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Old May 30, 2018, 03:53 AM
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I'm so sorry. Losing a friend is never, never without pain.
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Old May 30, 2018, 07:41 PM
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Seeing new T tomorrow morning. Been a while
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New T is younger than I am but seems pulled together. We'll see if i still like her next time.
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