It's been a month since I lost both my jobs. I am such a short fuse and its been really hard for me to find a new job. Hell half the time I fill out an application I end up screaming. Had to leave the library because I wanted to throw the damn computer out the window.

Possible trigger:

I'm depressed now and every little thing makes me want to kill myself. Dropped some mashed potatoes? Kill myself. Someone didn't respond to my text? Kill myself. Pants dont fit? You get the idea

Someone just suggested I go on disability. But I can work, and working does good for me. It's just finding a job that drives me up the effing wall.

[Cocosurviving]

Hello there....I hate you are suffering. One quick way to get a job at least in my area is temp agencies. Most jobs you do computer applications that can be difficult sometimes. As far as your SI....try coping skills and self-care.

[Teddy Bear]

Good luck on your job search

[Aliceiw]

In the meantime you could try volunteering until you find a job. Sometimes you can even do paid internships. If you volunteer at a job you can see yourself working at they may very well hire you. If they don't that goes on your resume and it will fill in the unemployment gap.