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Old Jan 13, 2018, 05:39 PM
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All kinds of stress in the house. Im bp1 son is pb2 and my wife is extremely overprotective of him. Hes 17. She finds a way of turning his actions into my fault. Shes very effective, but doesnt realize shes doing it even thou my daughter and I point it out.

There’s no reasoning with her. No way I’ll ever be right. It’s so extremely frustrating. I’m not implying I’m never wrong, but I think this **** is way out of line and has been going on too long.

My final outlet is self harm. I cut up my arms again today pretty good. My last ones from beginning of November are finally fading. I feel weak and stupid.
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Old Jan 13, 2018, 05:50 PM
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You are not weak or stupid. I am sorry you have to deal with this. Are you physically okay? Do you have a therapist to talk to? Big hugs.
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Old Jan 13, 2018, 06:02 PM
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When I SH it's usually when I'm under a lot of stress. So I understand. Be kind to yourself.
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Old Jan 13, 2018, 08:38 PM
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I’ll try to be kind but it’s tough. Easier to lash at myself than to lash out at the others I guess. I don’t know.

Physically I’m ok. No need for stitches. My intent is not ending it all. I just need a pressure release. I’m really disappointed in myself.

Edit: but I still have a sick sense of satisfaction.
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