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Jan 10, 2018, 05:52 AM
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I know everyone is still asleep, But I can't. It's 3:40 where I live. I feel so desperate to end this pain, I don't know what to do and just can't stop crying. I hardly ever cry. I don't want to exist anymore. I know this thread will probably be pulled, but I just had to let it out.
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Bipolar 1 Last edited by 99fairies; Jan 10, 2018 at 06:10 AM. |
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Jan 10, 2018, 06:34 AM
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I am sorry you are having a tough time.
 Although you are feeling some despair, crying is a healthy release of emotions. Allow yourself to cry. Are you having more dystonia, or do you mean psychological pain? Please stay safe. You go through a lot. I am so very sorry. My heart goes out to you.  WC
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Jan 10, 2018, 06:35 AM
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You're not alone with those feelings, darling.
Don't give up, I hope better days will come soon. As much as I wish, I can't take your pain away, but my thoughts are with you. I wish the best for you
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Jan 10, 2018, 06:37 AM
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Just a few more hours until you see your pdoc and hopefully he/she can make a med change that helps.
Please be safe.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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Jan 10, 2018, 06:39 AM
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WC...Mental and emotional pain. I was very manic last week and the crash has been horrible.
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Jan 10, 2018, 06:46 AM
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Just was not sure if your dystonia is also acting up. Thanks for the clarification. Oh, that's right -- you see you pdoc today. I hope the appt helps you tremendously. WC
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Jan 10, 2018, 11:11 AM
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How'd the the appointment go?
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Jan 10, 2018, 11:53 AM
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I so hope you get some relief very soon.
Take things min by min if need be. You are loved
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Jan 10, 2018, 12:28 PM
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I am so sorry you had a rough night. I'm always here for you. Hugs.
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Jan 10, 2018, 12:53 PM
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Thinking of you.
WC
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Jan 10, 2018, 01:05 PM
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Praying for you and for relief to come soon. I understand exactly where you are.
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Jan 10, 2018, 01:56 PM
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Sometimes it feels good to cry. I hope you're feeling better and that your pdoc appointment went well.
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