[Crook32]

I have been having issues at work for over a year. Of course no one told me there were issues I only found out on my reviews because the jerk who bad mouthed me was too chicken to approach me first.

So right now I am hypomanic and assertive so I am amped up for arguments. So yesterday I had a meeting with said jerk over an experiment I ran. I ran it based on what the paper said that he typed up and the notes I had from the meeting. He said I used the wrong material and sends me the paper. I point out what the paper said. He said I should have been able to infer I.e. read his mind and use the other material. So I show my two bosses the paper but instead of agreeing with me they tried to defend him. It is insanity. So the rest of the meeting with jerk face is about the past year. Earlier in the year I emailed him telling him I was still recovering and listed my symptoms and that I would not be as efficient as usual.

So for the whole year he kept singling me out and harassing. I pointed out to him that others did same things and he never said a word.

So in general cause I could write much more about this because of assertiveness instead of my normal shy demeanor I was able to tell him all the times he was wrong. How he was harassing me and pointing out how he was being a hypocrite. The weird thing is we worked together for 10 years and I was on about 90% of his projects and always given a lead role.

A win for hypomania.

[99fairies]

Hope you have a soft landing.

[Crook32]

I am still extremely riled up about this. There are a couple of people at work that I would still love to yell at but they are my bosses and I can’t. I just feel so revved up and on edge. I can’t calm down.

[99fairies]

Do you have any PRN's you can take? To try and calm you down a bit?