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Jul 18, 2018, 07:44 PM
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Im sick of it. Im crying again randomly. I dont have time for this BS! I feel very depressed again. I am hoping its just me getting adjusted to being home again but I am also afraid maybe I wasnt ready to leave IP yet.
I am gonna work on focusing on work stuff because its giving me purpose to live.
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
 *Laurie*, Anonymous45023, pirilin, Unrigged64072835
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Jul 18, 2018, 09:26 PM
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Hang in there
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Jul 18, 2018, 10:08 PM
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hang in there. It was hard when I came home, nothing felt right and my emotions were very out of whack.
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Jul 18, 2018, 10:12 PM
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trigger!!!!
I already screwed up and cut four times. I felt desperate. The stinging is calming me down a lot but in already ashamed.
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| Anonymous45023, BeyondtheRainbow, cashart10, pirilin
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#5
Jul 19, 2018, 05:25 AM
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You have really been having a hard time. I'm so sorry. If you think you left too early please go back. 
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Jul 19, 2018, 08:41 AM
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I can't go back but I'm trying to keep busy
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Jul 19, 2018, 08:44 AM
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How long have you been on the Vraylar?
That stuff made me cry. A lot. Quote:
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Jul 19, 2018, 11:16 AM
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I've been taking it for months now
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Jul 19, 2018, 02:00 PM
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It takes me a few days or weeks to reorient myself to my home environment after IP.
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Jul 19, 2018, 03:09 PM
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Idk that that is what's going on but I do understand how that feels too. I'm just still depressed so I am trying to stay busy.
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Jul 19, 2018, 07:10 PM
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im staying busy. i took care of a friends pets today and went swimming while i was there with a friend. then the friend and i went grocery shopping. i felt accomplished. i also cooked dinner, did dishes, laundry and even put it away.
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Jul 19, 2018, 08:49 PM
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I’m so sorry you’re still having such a hard time. I am glad you were able to achieve some things today.
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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Jul 19, 2018, 08:51 PM
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i felt "ok" til a while ago when i was having suicide ideation again and ended up self harming a bunch
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