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Old Feb 14, 2018, 10:12 PM
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Ever since seeing my t yesterday and having a bad memory come back I've had several things is forgotten come back to me and I feeling overwhelemed and
On edge.

I keep remembering details too.

She made him. She MADE MY DAD SHOOT OUR DOGS! I don't understand it. Who does that??! I had forgotten about that and now it's all I can think of. It won't go away. I remember the dog killed my
Kitten. She said they had to die.

Im inside and they're
Outside.

Five shots to kill the first one. I remember how awful
It was to hear that. Omg the awfulness. I was so scared and feel scared now.
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Old Feb 14, 2018, 10:20 PM
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I am sorry you are going through this dreadful memory. This sounds down right terrible and traumatic. What was your mother’s reason? I suspect there was no good reason. There probably were other options no matter what the reason was. If this is the case, well, I then am speechless. Incredible. Just incredible. Incredibly bad. I hope your t will be able to help you move past this memory of yours. Hang in there.
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Old Feb 14, 2018, 11:10 PM
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It was my evil stepmother. Not my mom.

Thanks. Just trying to move past it. I was like 16 when this happened
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Old Feb 15, 2018, 02:08 PM
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It plagues me
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Old Feb 15, 2018, 02:55 PM
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Don't get me wrong; I know trauma isn't a contest--but what you described is one of the most horrific things I can imagine going through. My heart just breaks for you. Anything bad happening to animals is tragic, and this is just unthinkable. I'm so sorry--I wish I had something more effective to say, but I really am incredibly sorry you went through that!
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Old Feb 15, 2018, 04:26 PM
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Thank
You.

I'm
Trying to redirect my
Thoughts to positive ones.
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I hear the shots and see myself
Just as I was when it happenedZ it won't go away
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I hope Matt can help you process through all this terrible shyyt.
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Practicing mindfulness and grounding techniques. It's better today.


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