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Old Apr 19, 2018, 04:45 AM
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I feel I am going backwards and back into depression. I have been spending a lot more time in bed. I stopped watching tv again and have been ordering out more. I am also thinking of my failures and being single and lonely.
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Old Apr 19, 2018, 05:21 AM
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Just took half an ambien to sleep some more.
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Old Apr 19, 2018, 05:33 AM
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I’ve failed. Is everyone that left me seen that I was potentially this volatile.

I was suppose t of made something of myself almost ten years ago. When I was happy and living now I can’t live.
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Old Apr 19, 2018, 09:14 AM
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Have you considering a med change or taking to a therapist. Maydpbe there is something to do to pull yourself out of this funk?
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Old Apr 19, 2018, 10:25 AM
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I'm so sorry you're feeling this way. I agree you need something to pull you out of this funk. You need to change the negative thinking. Can you force yourself to go for a walk and get some natural sunlight? That might help enough that you can do a little more after that.
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Old Apr 19, 2018, 12:05 PM
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Hi Boogie,

So sorry you are suffering.
I go through a lot of depression, too.

Do you recall your DBT and other skills learned in IOP?

Maybe don't take more Ambien in order to sleep more?

I hope you can turn this around.


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Old Apr 19, 2018, 01:04 PM
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Yea I was self medicating with ambien. Actually feeling good today. Maybe it is I skipped lamictal for a while.
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Old Apr 19, 2018, 01:13 PM
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Yea I was self medicating with ambien. Actually feeling good today. Maybe it is I skipped lamictal for a while.
Uuummm, yeah. Why did you you skip lamictal for a while? It’s not an “as needed” type of med.
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Old Apr 19, 2018, 01:21 PM
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Uuummm, yeah. Why did you you skip lamictal for a while? It’s not an “as needed” type of med.
To be honest I really don’t know. Usually take it before sleep and haven’t in a bit. Did take it last night.
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Sorry your not feeling good. I know with me I feel my worst when I start dwelling on the past thinking about what I used to have. I have less than ever now but hopefully am on the right path to getting healthy. Don't focus on negative things focus on the future and focus on today.
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Old Apr 19, 2018, 06:42 PM
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Not taking your Meds is kind of like shooting yourself in the foot and then can’t figure out why you can’t go jogging. Takes your Meds
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