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I feel I am going backwards and back into depression. I have been spending a lot more time in bed. I stopped watching tv again and have been ordering out more. I am also thinking of my failures and being single and lonely.
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Lactimal 175 mg Pristiq 100 mg Gabapentin 1800 mg Klonopin 1mg. Major depression Social anxiety disorder |
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Just took half an ambien to sleep some more.
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Lactimal 175 mg Pristiq 100 mg Gabapentin 1800 mg Klonopin 1mg. Major depression Social anxiety disorder |
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I’ve failed. Is everyone that left me seen that I was potentially this volatile.
I was suppose t of made something of myself almost ten years ago. When I was happy and living now I can’t live.
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Lactimal 175 mg Pristiq 100 mg Gabapentin 1800 mg Klonopin 1mg. Major depression Social anxiety disorder |
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I'm so sorry you're feeling this way. I agree you need something to pull you out of this funk. You need to change the negative thinking. Can you force yourself to go for a walk and get some natural sunlight? That might help enough that you can do a little more after that.
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Hi Boogie,
So sorry you are suffering. ![]() I go through a lot of depression, too. Do you recall your DBT and other skills learned in IOP? Maybe don't take more Ambien in order to sleep more? I hope you can turn this around. ![]() WC
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Yea I was self medicating with ambien. Actually feeling good today. Maybe it is I skipped lamictal for a while.
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To be honest I really don’t know. Usually take it before sleep and haven’t in a bit. Did take it last night.
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Sorry your not feeling good. I know with me I feel my worst when I start dwelling on the past thinking about what I used to have. I have less than ever now but hopefully am on the right path to getting healthy. Don't focus on negative things focus on the future and focus on today.
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Not taking your Meds is kind of like shooting yourself in the foot and then can’t figure out why you can’t go jogging. Takes your Meds
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![]() Eat a live frog for breakfast every morning and nothing worse can happen to you that day! "Ask yourself whether the dream of heaven and greatness should be left waiting for us in our graves - or whether it should be ours here and now and on this earth.” Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged Bipolar type 2 rapid cycling DX 2013 - Seroquel 100 Celexa 20 mg Xanax .5 mg prn Modafanil 100 mg ![]() |
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