[stahrgeyzer]

Feelings of trying to be manipulated and like I live in an isolated simulation where nobody is real!! I hate hate hate this feeling. It seriously feels like everyone I talk to is the same person. And why does it seem like everyone I meet changes by the same amount. Does anyone feel like this? Are any of you real? Seriously. Get me out of this matrix! DELETE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[bizi]

I am sorry you ar having a rough time right now. Who do you depend on to help you when you are going through a crisis?
Do you have a therapist to call, maybe you could be seen or have a telephone session. Not sure about your family or friends.
please call some one in real life.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

[stahrgeyzer]

I think and think and think what reality I'm stuck in. I'm planning experiments to verify if this is a simulation and if my feelings are correct that there aren't no 7+ billion humans here but just a few, perhaps just one. I seriously wonder if I'm trapped in some hospital simulation reality, some AI machine that's trying to psychologically heal me. Or maybe I'm a bad criminal and in real world this is how they deal with bad people. Stick them in a simulation, alone, and forget about them. Regardless, PLEASE DELETE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[bizi]

You are having an episode. Please call you pdoc or therapist. You sound psychotic, false beliefs and delusions.
call for help.
bizi

[stahrgeyzer]

Originally Posted by bizi

I am sorry you ar having a rough time right now. Who do you depend on to help you when you are going through a crisis?
Do you have a therapist to call, maybe you could be seen or have a telephone session. Not sure about your family or friends.
please call some one in real life.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

I don't have anyone. Just those voices in my head. Some have recently moments ago said "Stop it" Some said "I love you!" It gets old after the zillionth time. How do you people deal with this? How do you know others are real? Please tell me how. I try to be realistic and logical and think things out. Why are there so many mainstream scientists now jumping on board the simulation theory/hypothesis. Last month on Meetup there's a guy posted that he can't attend because he's meeting with a bunch of scientists to work on new simulation theory experiments. It sounded great. So why is this a mental disorder? Maybe if anyone was stuck in a simulation alone for ages they too would start getting severe bipolar cycles. This is like hell. If anyone has any idea how to prove what's real then please tell me. You know, I write to people who say in their bio they welcome all private messages and just love to write and love them so i write to them a small one, they reply back, i then write a long one poor out my heart so many experiences and beliefs and nothing, no reply as the days go by. Nothing!@

[stahrgeyzer]

Not Real!

[SorryShaped]

I promise you aren't in a simu......simu......simu...lation. Couldn't help myself there. XD
We are all similar in ways and maybe that's what you're noticing?
People essentially want to be loved and happy. We behave similar ways to try to attain those two goals. Our society is so messed up though that we all do the same things that never work. Those stick out much more than the true efforts for the two things.
I probably make no sense here.

[stahrgeyzer]

This scares me to death!

Treatment of bipolar psychosis
Electroconvulsive therapy (ECT): You may be offered ECT when medication and psychotherapy don’t provide relief. With ECT, an electric current is applied to the brain, which causes a brief seizure. The exact mechanism of action behind this treatment is still debated, but the end result can be described as “resetting” the brain, which provides rapid improvement for many people.

[stahrgeyzer]

If this is a simulation then hear this: You will NEVER get your way with me! Since nobody / Mr. AI doesn't seem to care much, I'll take a break. If it's not simulation then everyone will be celebrating I'll be gone for awhile. I feel trapped and want out.

[SorryShaped]

The questions here are:
What is the way you want to be?
If that's a healthy choice, what will help you get that way?
I've not taken ECT off the table for myself yet. It does work to help the brain fire correctly, like a zap to a heart.
I do believe you need a visit to a doctor ASAP

[stahrgeyzer]

Make sure it's 100% safe. That's brave because it causes a brain seizure.

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Regarding reality. Another option is that most active people online are chatbots because I swear something's up. A decade ago I could create a new forum account wherever and people were friendly. Year after year people are changing, a lot! Nowadays, when i create a new account somewhere, and bam, without knowing anything about me I'm treated completely different, as if they know me, know i have severe bipolar mood swings etc. I know AIs have perfect memory and can quickly identify people by their writing style. Idk, I just have this very very deep intuition feeling that some being or AI is watching over me, pulling string in my reality, like they're teaching me lessons and f'ing with me. I hate it! If it's true then what ever you are, why are you such a coward, hiding behind the scenes. You afraid of me? Reveal yourself. Tell me what's going on. I don't want to participate in your sick game or religion, but only want to end.

[bizi]

medications can make you more sane.
Are you on medication for bipolar?
Do you have a therapist?
bizi

[stahrgeyzer]

I've wanted to talk to professional therapist since like 7 yo but honestly I don't trust most. I don't even like most Earth humans anymore because they're so different. I want a prodigy pdoc. One that lives, eats, and dreams about their field. A walking encyclopedia. I don't know how to find one, or if I could even afford it.

[Victoria'smom]

Most pdoc's don't eat and sleep MI. They don't have to live with MI (usually). Some pdoc's are very friendly others are not. Some know their stuff and some just don't. I'd take the personable one over the knowledgeable one any day.

[SorryShaped]

Most of the pdocs I've ever had, and even in the hospital, will admit to mental illness having affected either themselves or those around them. They want to help the need they see firsthand. I do ask most psych pros what brought them in the field, as one of my first things to know before I feel like I can let them in even a little.