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Old Jul 22, 2018, 06:24 PM
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-sad
-alone
-confused
-conflicted
-on edge
-hopeless
-tired
-drained
-defeated
-paranoid
-half asleep yet alert
-like everything is pointless
-like I want to stop existing
-I’m a nuisance
-I just want it all to end
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Old Jul 22, 2018, 07:10 PM
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I'm so sorry. It sounds like you are very depressed. I too have felt like I wish it would all end and often that I'm just a waste of space. It's horrible. Do you have someone you can talk to? Or do you have a therapist or pdoc you can call tomorrow?
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Old Jul 29, 2018, 05:00 PM
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I’m so lost
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Old Jul 29, 2018, 05:39 PM
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I can relate with all of that. Sundays are tough.
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Old Jul 29, 2018, 06:54 PM
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Is there an after hours line you can call? That might help you feel better.
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Old Jul 29, 2018, 10:31 PM
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I don’t know about a line .. I can’t talk on the phone .. I’m about ready to give up
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Old Jul 29, 2018, 10:53 PM
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When does your mom get back ? Wasn’t it just a 10 day trip ??? I thought you said that before your IP stay

Use your grounding skills and call a crisis line , I know using the phone is hard but you will feel better after actually talking to someone

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Old Jul 29, 2018, 11:13 PM
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My mom is home. She’s better than no support but she still doesn’t get it really
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Old Jul 30, 2018, 12:00 AM
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I think I’m going to go back to ip in August
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Old Jul 30, 2018, 08:54 PM
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Why wait? If you need IP go now. Are you a threat to yourself or others ? That’s usually the only reason Ip is indicated.

Are you suicidal ? Did you leave last IP somewhat stable? I can’t imagine them letting you go if still suicidal ?!? Just curious.
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Old Jul 30, 2018, 09:27 PM
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Why wait? If you need IP go now. Are you a threat to yourself or others ? That’s usually the only reason Ip is indicated.

Are you suicidal ? Did you leave last IP somewhat stable? I can’t imagine them letting you go if still suicidal ?!? Just curious.
I was ok at the end of that stay. They prescribed new meds. Which since I’m in a small town they have to special order them. That’s why it took long. I’m waiting to see if these meds kick in
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Old Jul 30, 2018, 09:29 PM
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Hope they work well soon
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Old Jul 30, 2018, 09:33 PM
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Hope they work well soon
Thank you for talking to me
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Hope the meds start helping you soon.
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Old Jul 31, 2018, 02:35 PM
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Thinking of you and hoping you feel better soon.
I hope you keep posting.

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Old Jul 31, 2018, 08:25 PM
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Any better today ?? What coping skills are you using?
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Old Jul 31, 2018, 09:03 PM
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I slept until 6pm. It always helps when I’m asleep. But I listen to music and try to stay distracted. I listen to music a lot and tv sometimes
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Old Jul 31, 2018, 11:51 PM
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Distraction is a good tool
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Old Aug 01, 2018, 04:02 PM
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I’m thinking my next pdoc appointment I’m going to simply say how I feel. Hopefully I can get a new therapist and maybe into some sort of program. I don’t want ip again.
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Old Aug 01, 2018, 04:51 PM
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You should always be honest.

I hope you can get into Therapy.
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