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Old Aug 28, 2018, 07:20 PM
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Holy crap I've been here forever. Every Monday he says it's my last week then by Friday he says to come back after I go home for the weekend. I'm still seeing thinks and my mood is all over the place. Mixed is hell, and so hard to get out of .it He's stopping my new drug and trying me on an older drug. I feel so defeated. I'm feelindg depressed today and who knows I might be high as a kite tomorrow, who knows. I just want to get out of the **** hole.
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Old Aug 28, 2018, 07:31 PM
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Holy crap I've been here forever. Every Monday he says it's my last week then by Friday he says to come back after I go home for the weekend. I'm still seeing thinks and my mood is all over the place. Mixed is hell, and so hard to get out of .it He's stopping my new drug and trying me on an older drug. I feel so defeated. I'm feelindg depressed today and who knows I might be high as a kite tomorrow, who knows. I just want to get out of the **** hole.
I am sorry it's so frustrating!
Please keep us posted.

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Old Aug 28, 2018, 07:39 PM
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Just think of it this way: at least your insurance is still paying.
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Old Aug 28, 2018, 07:42 PM
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I’m so sorry fairies. You’ve had such a tough time. Try to keep the faith. SOMETHING has to work eventually.
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Old Aug 28, 2018, 09:46 PM
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keep up your faith that things will eventually work out for you.
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Old Aug 28, 2018, 10:11 PM
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I cannot even imagine your level of frustration and rightfully so. Just do what you have to do to get through it and home for good.
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Old Aug 28, 2018, 10:24 PM
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I agree ^^^. Don't lose hope, fairies. You will be home soon.
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Hopefully this next med switch will be "the one".
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Old Aug 29, 2018, 03:16 PM
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They had to switch meds again 2 days ago due to seeing and hearing things. I'm no longer a threat to myself or others so I get to go home for the weekend. I can't wait to see my kids and wonderful hubby. But Monday night I come back here for another freaking week. Mixed episodes are so hard to fix. I had no idea it would take this bloody long. Thanks for all the encouragement everyone. It warms my heart.
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Old Aug 29, 2018, 03:53 PM
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I’m glad your a bit better , thoughts of harming your self would be awful to continue.

Hopefully the last Med change will be the one

Your doing great and fighting to get better

Feel better , so glad you are keeping is informed . I hoping your posting is helping you

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