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#1
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It won't take more than an invite for me to do whatever. I don't care any more. I hate my fear and renounce its effectiveness.
Give me any reason to do anything. If anyone knows JB, tell her to contact me. Without her I'm lost and don't care |
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#2
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I'm so sorry you are feeling so bad. Sorry I am relatively new here and do not know JB.
I think now is the time to dial 911. Please.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#3
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I'm not allowing myself to do that over losing another friend. Everyone leaves me that I let myself get close to. Everyone. I know it's my fault and especially my fault for not learning why all these times
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#4
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You can't undo the past but can do better in the futre. I am quite concerned for you.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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That makes one of us.
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Awww, SS
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I am really sorry you are going through this. Are you safe?
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#9
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I suppose I am. I'm not suicidal. I just don't care any more
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I've had a lot of negative experiences in the past that have led me to think this way, but sometimes it takes a lot of patience to push through them. But you can push through them if you try. Not trying means you won't push through. While I don't know who JB is either, try not to put your happiness in other people. I know that sounds like a huge asshole thing to say right now, but if we rely on others to make us happy, then we become emotionally wrecked when they're not around. I've had no friends for quite some time because everyone leaves me too. I know that awful feeling. I've lost over 30 friends throughout my lifetime and I'm only 27. I just push everyone away. But sometimes part of my problem (not necessarily your problem) is getting too close and attached to people. So I've learned that the more I keep my distance,the happier and healthier I am. I rely on my hobbies and interests to make me happy. Texting a few people on this forum is a "nice addition" for me, but not a core coping mechanism. So my advice is to focus on YOU, not on other people. If they want to leave you, then they've lost a good friend and they're missing out. Plus, if they leave you for a b.s. reason like going to the hospital, then how good of a friend are they REALLY? But to reiterate, if you can make yourself happy on your own, then you will feel more at peace. |
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You've had over 30 friends! That's awesome. I've maybe had 13, with five being close friends, and I'm a lot older than you
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I had friend circles, some of which were like 10 people. Then when 1 person decided they didn't like me, the other 9 suddenly didn't like me either. So I lost 10 friends at once. It hurt.
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Never had one of those circles
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