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do you play an instrament?. if not would you like to?, and if so what do you play |
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#542
I haven't played in ages, but I know a few chords on the guitar.
Who is your favorite author and what work by them do you like best? __________________ "I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain." -Litany Against Fear (Dune) |
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#543
Walt Whitman's "Leaves of Grass"
What is your favorite song or musical work? Who wrote it? Last edited by Anonymous46341; Jan 22, 2019 at 08:54 AM.. |
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#544
it's so hard to pick a favorite, because I love music.
classical wise, I really like samuel barber's adagio for strings (I want it played at my funeral) but away from classical, how could I possibly choose? anything by michael jackson or demmi lovato would certainly be top of my list, anything from the musicals cats, grease or hairspray, the lion king, I love the end music to nanny mcphee.. just way way too many to choose. is their a movie that everyone you know has seen and is talking about loads, but you've never heard of it? |
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#545
Can’t think of any. There’s movies I’ve heard about that had good reviews and haven’t seen yet. I tend to watch stuff on Netflix more.
Q. Can you choose one word to describe yourself? |
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#546
Determined or stubborn depending on who you ask! :P
Same question: Can you choose one word to describe yourself? __________________ "I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain." -Litany Against Fear (Dune) |
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#547
Unique.
Good question, let's go again. ... One word to describe yourself? __________________ ********* Mr. Robot Makes me sick to the heart, Oh I feel so tired. And the way the rain comes down hard, that's how I feel inside. --The Cure
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#548
random!. I mean who else do you know that goes around strongly believing that a dog goes"meow?."
have you any brothers and sisters, and if so what is your relationship like with them |
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Yes. I have one older brother and one older sister. They are 5.5 and 6.5 years older than me, respectively. When I was a kid, the age difference was more significant than it has been since I've been an adult. I guess when I was about 24 my brother started treating me like an adult. Before that, I was a kid to him. My sister mostly ignored me back then. Now we're all middle-aged.
I love and trust both of my siblings. We have some differences in personality and views, but that's OK. We don't chat/talk as often as some siblings, but we would be there for each other in a flash, if needed. I've been happy that my sister and I are growing closer lately, though mostly by email. My brother visits me face to face the most. Who in your life have you revealed yourself most to? |
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i'd say my friend laura when I knew her
she's seen me mannic. she's seen me depressed. she's seen me suicidal, she's helped me with flashbacks, knows about my delusions, seen me cut... sadly I don't know her now (diffrence in religious beliefs) is their someone (or lots of people) who you miss?. how do you deal with it when you have thoughts of them |
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I deeply miss my mother and youngest nephew, both of whom my family lost prematurely. I've reached acceptance of these losses, but it still makes me sad. It took years for me to even be able to look at my mother's picture and smile and remember good times. In the beginning, I could only feel pain. I think about both these loved ones every day and that helps. I also miss my paternal grandfather a lot, even though we lost him over 38 years ago. He was very special to me. He was the first loved one I ever lost in my life. That marked a slight end to my childhood idealism.
Are your depressions and/hypo(manic) episodes shorter than before bipolar meds? |
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Do you ever get extremely obsessive when hypo/manic? __________________ Bipolar 1 with psychotic features PTSD "Phew! For a minute there I lost myself." 'Karma Police' by Radiohead |
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yes.
the budgie phase.... I think that's all that needs to be said on that one. how long was your last stay in hospital |
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#554
I don't really remember, I think it was a little over a week.
How old were you when you realized something was wrong, or someone else realized it for you? |
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14 years old, but I had my first very severe episode at about 15/16. At 14, I was put on an anti anxiety medication by my GP. At 15/16 my school ordered my parents to send me for therapy. I almost flunked a grade and had a somewhat traumatic thing happen at school because of my mental illness. For a brief period, I thought I had schizophrenia. I also developed an obsession with Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart. In the end, my guidance counselor urged my mother to send me to a private school. She did. During that time, I also became hyper-religious and joined the Catholic church (RCIA, baptism, confirmation, even gave a disinhibited speech to the huge congregation - Ugh!!!!!) My parents weren't religious and were non participating First Baptists. I didn't realize the hyper-religious period was mood related until years later. I didn't receive any official diagnosis that I know of at that time. It was back in the mid 1980s.
What finally pushed you to a psychiatrist? Last edited by Anonymous46341; Jan 25, 2019 at 10:34 AM.. |
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What gives you hope? __________________ It is said an Eastern monarch once charged his wise men to invent him a sentence, to be ever in view, and which should be true and appropriate in all times and situations. They presented him the words: "And this, too, shall pass away." How much it expresses! How chastening in the hour of pride! How consoling in the depths of affliction! ---"Address before the Wisconsin State Agricultural Society". Abraham Lincoln Online. Milwaukee, Wisconsin. September 30, 1859. |
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I guess just that everything has a beginning, and everything has an end
I was once told: if it's not okay, it's not the end. I've held on to that because I think their's a lot of truth in that and things will get better, it's just not knowing when. people on this forum sharing their experiences/ other people (celebrities for example) coming out about their experiences new research/ meds etc constantly being tested/ tried out. who knows what the future holds for anyone. are you a coffee or a tea person |
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#558
Coffee, hands down.
In retrospect, what has been worse for you: manic episodes or depressive ones? __________________ "I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain." -Litany Against Fear (Dune) |
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I don't really know as manic quickly becomes mixed for me.
Have you or do you have your dream job? __________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1700 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 1.5 mg clonazepam., 50 mg Seroquel |
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