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Nov 03, 2018, 12:59 AM
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Depression creeps in,
An unwanted guest. It tells me I hate myself When I really don’t. It tells me people are mad at me When they really aren’t. It makes me want to purge myself Of all negativity and anxiety somehow, But I’m left gasping and grasping at straws. I’m lost, terrified, and alone. I wish I could get some help, some relief, But my doctor does all he can. The rest I have to plow through and make peace with. I can do this. I think I can.
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...Out of night and alarm Out of terrible dreams Reach me your hand! This is the meaning that we suffered in sleep: The white peace of the waking. ~Edna St. Vincent Millay, "Song of the Nations"~ Diagnoses: Bipolar 2, OCD, Chronic Worrywart  Meds: Lithium (reducing), Trileptal, Latuda, Risperdal, Klonopin and Xanax PRN |
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#2
Nov 03, 2018, 10:13 AM
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(((Hugs)))
Are you sure your description is for mild depression? Or could it be more medium? I guess that may vary from person to person. Please talk to your psychiatrist and/or therapist. |
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Nov 03, 2018, 10:15 AM
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((((((MusicLover82))))))
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Nov 03, 2018, 04:05 PM
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Love your poem. Especially the bit about thinking people being "mad" at you. I do that too!
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Nov 05, 2018, 12:42 AM
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It is rather mild, maybe more of a mixed episode. These feelings are usually pretty brief, as I’ll often come out of it after having a small dose of Xanax and a bit of caffeine (weird combo I know, but it works) or some sleep if it’s late at night. Thanks for your concern, but those feeling were over quickly!
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...Out of night and alarm Out of terrible dreams Reach me your hand! This is the meaning that we suffered in sleep: The white peace of the waking. ~Edna St. Vincent Millay, "Song of the Nations"~ Diagnoses: Bipolar 2, OCD, Chronic Worrywart Meds: Lithium (reducing), Trileptal, Latuda, Risperdal, Klonopin and Xanax PRN |
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