weird dream

I had a bad dream last night and still feel discombobulated.

There was an electronic pad instead of a steering wheel and the car I was driving stopped responding to my swipes and veered off the road.I crashed a car into the side of a deep ditch.

Then later we were clamouring around in the upstairs of a house and found a green bar of soap under a bed, or between the mattress and the box springs. My (now dead) grandmother found it. Somehow this soap bar was evidence of what happened.

Then when I woke up I had been looking for the crashed car inside of a house. I also saw my (now dead) uncle in the dream. He was walking carrying a suitcase and a suit on a hangar down the side walk whilst I was walking the other way to go look for the car to get it out of the ditch.

My son, who is supposed to be in at work at 9 am every morning, has been drifting later and later and is now after 10 am. He stays awake until 4 or 5 AM on the weekends. Now he's finding trouble falling asleep when he needs to get up in the morning and then is very mean and grouchy with me if I tell him he doesn't have any more sick days at the moment so he needs to get in even if he feels like crap. Then he tells me I have no friends and need to pay a cleaning lady 'to be my friend'. So about half the mornings are pretty bad. He is supposed to move in with a friend in January so this will all be over soon. Maybe that is what I am anxious about. Last time he was away he ended up with broken teeth in Guatemala.

Sorry this is so long. I just needed to get all this off my chest. Anxiety has been pretty high. Now that is leaking into my dreams.