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Now that all my meds are reduced - seems like it anyway- I've started seeing little things. Like a photograph moves. (And not that program on IPhones!) I don't really mind. Nothing I can't handle. I just don't want to go back UP on them. I suppose I will though if I get really afraid of them, but that takes a LOT. I'm not scheduled to sees pdoc for a month because I just saw her. I can always call or talk to someone on her team. Speaking of, I think I may try no Seroquel tonight and see if I can sleep. I'm down to 50 mg and that's basically nothing. FYI My Haldol has been cut to 5mg too.
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This is when I was told by an old pdoc to go straight to the hospital. Of course, I didn't read her this poem, I just told her outright how I was feeling. I said I wanted to
Possible trigger:
Tuesday, October 1, 2013 Whirling Wipers Walking through the fog I breathe in its viscosity. The cars drive one way- a wiper swipes- then the other whooshing by. They don't exist. I can walk between the most and air as it overburdens my lungs, thick. The air blows around my ankles and is soothing. Whirling through the cars like the fog. Like the ghost that I am. I don't exist. Time changes. Every bit of what I am and was and could be are now one. I take another step. One. Two. The lights change. The fog lays low, cuddling around the hard bright surfaces of metal. I step again. Red.... Green. Step. Whoosh! Honk! I am free! Time and I are one. I step again.... Breathe in that thick air. Stop.
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Hey Moose, hope you’re ok. I’ve found over the last few years it’s what I have written that provides the most accurate reflection of my state of mind at that time. Be careful and safe making Med changes
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Re: med changes, I'm just doing what pdoc told me to do. *shrug*
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Unless it's bothering you or you're unsafe then I don't think you need to call. The second you feel either of these call.
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Just self ground and fact Check.
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