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Grand Magnate
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__________________ ***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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Grand Magnate
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Location: KY
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__________________ ***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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#3
I like them both!!! I was thinking more like Earth, Wind, & Fire for your current mood, but that's just me...
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Grand Magnate
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__________________ ***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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Grand Magnate
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#5
Yes, Earth Wind and Fire would work too. Right now I’m just spitting every song from my mind that I know feeds my passionate internal spiritual intellect. And they keep coming...in true Sarah fashion. Mom asked me to take more prns.
__________________ ***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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Grand Magnate
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__________________ ***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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Grand Magnate
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__________________ ***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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__________________ ***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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#9
Did you take the PRNS? Music is always a big trigger for you. I know it is hard but for your safety you need to find something else to do besides music.
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Grand Magnate
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__________________ ***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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Grand Magnate
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#11
I know...I’ve been BOUNCING off the wall for some time and I am only making it worse because I’m just dancing around like a mad woman. My husband is home but sleeping. So, I have 2 options: either 1, get off here and get back to moving my everything everywhere, or 2 get off here and take some prns like you and my mom have suggested. She’s gonna know if I don’t based on the sleep app on my watch. Do I want to have what I am thinking at this point harmless fun, or do I want to get into an argument with mom (whose best intention s are at hand) in the morning. I don’t really know but I think I will take them because everyone keeps threatening that if I keep high they are going to hospitalize me. I hate that. I’ll talk to you guys tomorrow. All my love!
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