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#301
No gym today because I had a job interview but I think it went well so that’s good. I treated myself to a chicken sandwich from Wendy’s which was calorie heavy but I didn’t have any fries. So it wasn’t too bad. Banana and coffee for breakfast. Chicken tacos for dinner! So all in all pretty good. Will weigh in on Saturday.
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#302
I lost .6 lbs last week. I have 3 more lbs to go to get to my goal weight. I am thinking I might need to reduce my calories again a bit to get there, but I'm going to let things play out another week or two at my current levels before making any adjustments.
I wish my metabolism was like it was before I started taking antipsychotics. Small changes made a huge difference then. Now I have to work really hard to see even the tiniest results. I suppose I shouldn't complain though. Exercise and meal planning have become excellent self care and coping skills. I actually haven't had to use any other coping skills for a long time now that I think about it. I'm just living again without having to think it through all the time. I have rough moments and flashbacks regularly, but they pass quickly. I have had really positive feedback lately from family and friends. They have shared that they think I look very healthy and fit. That is wonderful to hear. I felt for a long time people looked at me and just saw that I was sick after my episode. The meds made me groggy and sluggish and took the sparkle out of my eyes. I had to really work to feel things and participate in each moment. That is gone now and I feel like I look and feel like my old self finally except slightly more fit now. I am grateful. Thanks so very much to everyone here who has encouraged me along the way. It genuinely means a lot to have your support while I worked to get this aspect of my life back on track. I am hoping the physical changes I have made do their part to support my mental health. So far, so good. Hugs and well wishes to all who follow this thread. |
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#303
I've struggled these last 3 to 4 days with eating, because of stress. I have had motivation issues as part of it all. I know that I do need to eventually get on the scale to see the damage. I know that avoiding the scale too long prevents me from getting back on track.
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#305
I've lost 33 lbs since my last GP visit in May. cut out junk food (I may occasionally have some dark chocolate), carbs and there is no eating any later than 7 pm. If my tummy growls afterwards I may have a granola bar or a banana to hold me over till morning. sometimes my hunger wakes me up too early. after dinner I usually have some yogurt with blueberries. I am happy with my weight loss since I've yet to start exercising. I do have a stationary bike I will start using once my knee gets better. plus there is a beach nearby on the lake I can walk to as well. my BP has been under control and losing weight, I believe, is helping. my Wife seems to think I am always skipping meals and I occasionally do which is the downside. I don't always though. I may have a light snack to substitute. I'm not much of an eater during the summer months.
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Do you have a specific weight loss goal? I've been working to lose 8 lbs for a month now and I'm down 4.8 so far. Its a slow road, but a good one. I hurt my knee previously as well. I did a lot of punches and free weights with my arms while it healed. Knee injuries can be so painful. I hope yours heals soon! |
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The knee is due for a cortisone shot and after that, I'll be good to go. Hope your knee holds up as well and congrats on the weight loss! Thanks for the kind words, fern46, I appreciate it and I'll be sure to continue checking in on this thread. __________________ "Do or Do Not. There is No Try" - Yoda, Jedi Master Diagnosed 2008 Bipolar II with Mixed States, Rapid Cycling with Anxiety / Depression: Meds: Zoloft, Latuda, Gabapentin & Depakote. |
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#308
I managed to go to the gym Monday and today even though I REALLY didn’t want to. I’m so tired today. I kept falling asleep at work. For like the whole morning. It was awful. I’m ready to call it a night now and it’s only 7:15. I only stayed up till like 11 last night. I don’t know.
I stayed under calories Monday and Tuesday but not yesterday, though it was better than it would have been. I wanted a milkshake but opted for a brownie and the brownie was stale so I only ate a couple of bites. Today I am on track to stay under calories. I had to cancel my GI appt because of a job interview and I keep forgetting to call back. I’m going to try to remember tomorrow because I’m in pain today. I’m not weighing myself until Saturday. I don’t expect to lose much. I never do. My meds ruined my metabolism. It takes me forever just to lose one pound, which is why I get discouraged and start overeating again. I’m hoping that won’t happen again this time. I really want to lose this weight. __________________ Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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#309
2 ALL! __________________ May we each fully claim the courage to live from our hearts, to allow Love, Faith and Hope to enLighten our paths. |
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Well today my husband and I decided to have dinner out we only do it once a month. Literally once a month, no fast food or anything in between. I cook every day.
So yes glorious Mexican food it was. I had 2 tacos and a bean burrito! I was in heaven didn’t think a thing about a calorie. Denial is okay occasionally in my book. So I still hours and hours later still feel like a slug lol Back to healthy healthy tomorrow. My treadmill is giving me dirty looks from not being used, but my pain is just to high and not on a biological for my PsA pain , well its just far to painful to jump on, PsA untreated will only cause more irreversible joint damage. __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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My husband and I used to go out to eat more than we do now. If we're just home (not on vacation), we usually go out a few times per month. I love to cook, and I am the cook, too, but sometimes you just need a break. |
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#313
I lost one pound! Not a lot but it’s something. I ate well this whole week except Thursday. Today I had a big breakfast at ihop and then Wendy’s for dinner so not so good but oh well. Still not too many calories as I slept through lunch because I’m sick. No exercise either because of the aforementioned illness. I’m hoping to get back on Monday if I feel better.
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some head and neck discomfort this morning. just some myofascial pain syndrome. took some advils for it. didn't feel like popping a muscle relaxer. left knee a bit wonky today too. well, there goes using the exercise bike today!
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#316
I'm sorry you are still hurting. Good call on the muscle relaxer! They make me feel awful and super spacy.
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yeah, didn't wanna take the muscle relaxer since I have some driving to do today. the knee is actually starting to feel a bit better since I put my copperfit compression brace on. head and neck still a bit sore but it'll pass. my WIfe actually ended taking the MR lol. she is having bad back pain today. hope you're well today, fern46!
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I'm still sticking to my eating plan. I've been craving junk this week, but have found healthier ways to indulge. I hope to be at least another pound closer to my goal on Wednesday when I weigh in again. Fingers crossed. |
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I caved a bit this weekend and had some canolli from an Italian restaurant we went to then some Italian Ice. just a weekend thing. I'll be back on track this week. I lost another 3 LBs. I hope you reach your goal by Wednesday! Fingers crossed! __________________ "Do or Do Not. There is No Try" - Yoda, Jedi Master Diagnosed 2008 Bipolar II with Mixed States, Rapid Cycling with Anxiety / Depression: Meds: Zoloft, Latuda, Gabapentin & Depakote. |
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#320
I weigh about 150 and I want to get down to 125. I used to be 236 because of psych meds. People especially my therapist are giving me a difficult time about my weight loss. There’s a big eating disorder program at this outpatient program so they are “trained” to look for problems that are not even there in the first place. Sometimes my bipolar symptoms cause me to be like “screw it” I love KFC. It is my weak spot. Other times I lose weight by just sitting on the couch doing nothing all weekend. Things are up or down
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