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Default Jul 02, 2019 at 08:10 AM
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Surprisingly, no irritations at work this week so far. I'm almost shocked.
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Spoke too soon.

I really can't stand working with people. REALLY. I wish I could just...change job. It's not so easy though...not that many job around here.
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My father died yesterday, on Canada Day. My son enjoyed the fireworks with his friends. I have been quite sad but got out yesterday with a friend. Am going out tomorrow. May stay home today. My sister and brother in law are taking care of all the arrangements.

I edited a bit the obituary she came up with. He treated us so differently, so we would have a different perspective. It is sweet.

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Default Jul 02, 2019 at 12:18 PM
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I am feeling a bit blue today and tired, and regretful. I want to be at peace for once.
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Default Jul 02, 2019 at 12:36 PM
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Finished a tank top this morning. Need to clean the machines and fix the pattern. Take a shower and see the dentist. Start something else tomorrow. Doesn’t sound like much but it’s too hot for us to go outside, and I’m enjoying sewing.

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Default Jul 02, 2019 at 12:37 PM
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Paying bills. A poor person's favorite past time. Means stuff doesn't get shut off- except for the 3 time the electricity went out in the past week! The last time was this morning. But just one more bill to pay now.

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Default Jul 02, 2019 at 12:57 PM
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My father died yesterday, on Canada Day. My son enjoyed the fireworks with his friends. I have been quite sad but got out yesterday with a friend. Am going out tomorrow. May stay home today. My sister and brother in law are taking care of all the arrangements.

I edited a bit the obituary she came up with. He treated us so differently, so we would have a different perspective. It is sweet.
I'm so sorry to read about your loss, tecomsin! It is good that you were able to work on the obituary together with your sister. I hope in the future that you will see Canada Day not as an anniversary of a loss, but as a day to remember your father and the best times with him.
 
 
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Default Jul 02, 2019 at 01:29 PM
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My father died yesterday, on Canada Day. My son enjoyed the fireworks with his friends. I have been quite sad but got out yesterday with a friend. Am going out tomorrow. May stay home today. My sister and brother in law are taking care of all the arrangements.

I edited a bit the obituary she came up with. He treated us so differently, so we would have a different perspective. It is sweet.
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Default Jul 02, 2019 at 01:37 PM
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My father died yesterday, on Canada Day. My son enjoyed the fireworks with his friends. I have been quite sad but got out yesterday with a friend. Am going out tomorrow. May stay home today. My sister and brother in law are taking care of all the arrangements.


I edited a bit the obituary she came up with. He treated us so differently, so we would have a different perspective. It is sweet.
I'm so sorry for your loss. It's good that you had the opportunity to speak to you father and tell him that you love him.

You're not alone - my sister passed away on Canada day too.

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Default Jul 02, 2019 at 02:56 PM
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I'm sorry for your loss tecomsin

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Default Jul 02, 2019 at 02:58 PM
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I got 4 hours of sleep last night and not much the night before that, was hearing things earlier, hoping to get some rest tonight, really, really hoping. I've worn myself out the past couple days

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Default Jul 02, 2019 at 03:31 PM
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Sorry for your loss tecomsin.

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Default Jul 02, 2019 at 03:34 PM
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So sorry for your loss tecomsin. I'm glad you got some time.

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Default Jul 02, 2019 at 03:45 PM
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My father died yesterday, on Canada Day. My son enjoyed the fireworks with his friends. I have been quite sad but got out yesterday with a friend. Am going out tomorrow. May stay home today. My sister and brother in law are taking care of all the arrangements.

I edited a bit the obituary she came up with. He treated us so differently, so we would have a different perspective. It is sweet.
My condolences on your loss tecomsin.
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Default Jul 02, 2019 at 03:48 PM
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I am having not much of an appetite today and thinking about all that was lost in the wreckage of my father's life. Where every positive emotion is twinged with pain. His cruelty was soul breaking. But I am still sad that he is gone and glad we we able to reconcile in the little time we had. There is this chapter in my life called "My Parents" that is over now. Dead and gone, but not forgotten.

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Default Jul 02, 2019 at 04:10 PM
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My new NP, in consultation with my old pdoc, added Vraylar to my combo although I don’t fit any of the criteria listed on the pamphlet. I’m not BPI or mixed or manic. A bit cynical that this will turn out well but I’ll give it a try.

Had a nice float in the pool this morning....perfect weather. While we were floating, my daughter discussed with me that she’d like for me to live in whatever town she ends up in after school. I’m game for a new dream and a new town and humbled and honored that she feels that way.

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My new NP, in consultation with my old pdoc, added Vraylar to my combo although I don’t fit any of the criteria listed on the pamphlet. I’m not BPI or mixed or manic. A bit cynical that this will turn out well but I’ll give it a try.

Had a nice float in the pool this morning....perfect weather. While we were floating, my daughter discussed with me that she’d like for me to live in whatever town she ends up in after school. I’m game for a new dream and a new town and humbled and honored that she feels that way.

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I take vraylar and it works great for me, I have schizoaffective Bipolar type, haven't had any negative side effects, hope it works well for you!

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Default Jul 02, 2019 at 07:36 PM
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Tecomsin, I’m so sorry for your loss

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Default Jul 02, 2019 at 07:40 PM
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Jennifer!!! floating in a pool sounds heavenly. I took my dogs out earlier and I swear I walked into a commercial size oven.

That’s wonderful that your daughter wants you close.

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Default Jul 02, 2019 at 07:43 PM
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BirdDancer I’m so sorry your having to grieve the loss of your beloved Bird go easy on yourself.

Was seeing your T today of any help?

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