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I'm not posting a lot of detail because I am already paranoid just please make it so my head doesn't **** with me to much tonight.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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We're here for you!
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I am sorry you are experiencing fear, paranoia and are feeling unwell.
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Being here helps. I have my headphones on so if I hear anything I know it's in my head.
I'm reading my medical file right now. I'm BPII that's all they've had written for me. But later in the document it says: Bipolar(Confirmed) Active BipolarII disorder(Confirmed)Active Cerebral palsy(Confirmed)Active Depression(Confirmed) Active Iron deficiency anemia(Confirmed)Active Psychiatric problem(Confirmed)Active Psychosis(Confirmed) Active So I don't know what to say come Thursday. My dog's in bed because of the storm and she can't protect me if anything was to happen to me. I'll be so proud of myself if I can handle this. I'm trying to keep myself busy. I need to not be selfish and handle my thoughts. I need to be an adult. This is stupid others are okay. I envy people that can function. I want to get to a point I can at least volunteer. I don't want to be babysat all the time.
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I'm sorry and wish you the best.
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Interesting. Mine says "Bipolar (rule out)". Wonder why since I had my manic episode in April/May this year it says "Most recent episode Manic severed with psychotic features". Isn't that part of the bipolar?
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Interesting. Mine says "Bipolar (rule out)". Wonder why since I had my manic episode in April/May this year it says "Most recent episode Manic severed with psychotic features". Isn't that part of the bipolar? I don't get it. I'm just going to tell them I'm Bipolar but often my thinking is off.
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I just want to sleep, or other negative things.
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I feel like someone is behind me but I'm up against a wall so it's not possible but I don't want to look just in case.
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Will your dog leave his/her bed to sleep near you?
Does it help to rest or does it help to get involved in something?
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Right now I'm cooking dinner. Honestly I shouldn't be in the kitchen BUT I have to cook.
________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ They're home!!!! 6 hrs. home alone and not one mark!!!! New record! My husband may drop his course for an online course. What I've learned, I need to figure out another plan. Feeling like someones behind me gets stronger when no one is around, I need blinds. I hurt myself for distraction and grounding. _________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ I know it's stupid but I'm damn proud of myself. I have no one to share this with so I'm sharing it here. Thank-you WC so much. Thank-you everyone for being here for me tonight.
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