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Poohbah
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I have to get bloodwork done regularly for clozapine, and my last CBC came back with elevated white blood cell count and some other concerning things. My doctor is going to contact a hematologist to see if he needs to do more aggressive testing.
I was nervous at first, but now all I can think of is good riddance to my life. If this turns out to be something serious, oh well. Just let me die. I'm trying to challenge these thoughts as best as I can, but it's hard. __________________ dx: schizoaffective bipolar type; OCD; GAD rx: clozapine, clonazepam PRN |
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Anonymous46341, BeyondtheRainbow, HALLIEBETH87, Sometimes psychotic
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What other meds are you taking? I know I have had elevated white blood cell count just from taking lithium.
Having to go to a hematologist sounds upsetting and scary. I hope everything turns out okay. __________________ Bipolar 1, GAD Lithium 900mg, Gabapentin 700mg, Zyprexa 10mg |
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I am sorry you are struggling. I have similar thoughts and feelings all the time. It is hard. Do you have anything at all that you do enjoy? I like to ride my bike, so I do that every morning and it actually takes my mind off these thoughts and gives me some enjoyment. Seems to help. Do you have any distractions, anything like that?
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BeyondtheRainbow, fern46, Sometimes psychotic
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