[Moose72]

I was at Starbucks this afternoon. The cool air, bright sunshine and just being at Starbucks flahed me back to 2013 when I

Possible trigger:

was also at starbucks and went home and took 30 benedryl. Paramedics, regular ER, hospital stay which I barely remember followed by many days of IP.. Voices started arguing with me today as I walked through the starbucks parking lot, thinking about all those pink pills. The voices kept arguing. I've got paperwork to do- I don't have time for a trip IP I countered. I got in and drove. Maybe I should take prn haldol? Should I call the after-hours emergency line? I was deciding which pills to take when I got home today.

[BeyondtheRainbow]

How are feeling now? If that was brief and fleeting you can probably wait until tomorrow and contact a provider. If it is hanging on you probably should call tonight or go to the ER. Those are scary thoughts and I know it is hard to deal with them. Do you think your PRN would help? If so then take it and call in the morning. I definitely think your provider(s) need to know at some point, the danger scale indicating when.

[~Christina]

I have had something similar because I made a desperate attempt in my 20’s

I think anyone that does attempt will likely always get a flash or a reminder of what happened in the day(s) or hours prior to acting whether it be a place/store or in my case it was a particular food.

If you can objectively look at it and process it and know it’s just a flash then I’d probably go with out prn, but if it has left me tilted sideways I’d go ahead and take one.

Are you feeling better now ?? More settled ???

It’s very possible the Joker movie churned up some emotions that your still recovering from ??? I know that really rattled you.

[Moose72]

I took some haldol (4 mg prn dose) about 20 minutes ago. I am feeling better- at least dozey/dopey. Joker movie- i wasn't thinking of that specifically today- except with peter at starbucks. I explained the movie to him. I think the weather really gets to me this time of year becausr this is when most of my ip stays have been. October and November are the worst.

[~Christina]

Originally Posted by Moose72

I took some haldol (4 mg prn dose) about 20 minutes ago. I am feeling better- at least dozey/dopey. Joker movie- i wasn't thinking of that specifically today- except with peter at starbucks. I explained the movie to him. I think the weather really gets to me this time of year becausr this is when most of my ip stays have been. October and November are the worst.

Fall is the worst for me to when it comes to losing my shyt and needing IP !! I hate it because Fall is my favorite season as far as weather goes.

Hopefully you will get a wonderful nights sleep ?

[Wild Coyote]

Hey, Moose! I hope things settle down for you and you have a peaceful night!

[Moose72]

I just had s dream. There were itty bitty ants getting into everywhere. They were round and made out of a yellow coppery metal. If they got on you they would bite- swarm you, crawling all over your body. My kids were little again and I kept having to. Keep them away from the nanobots.