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The low side of things is really kicking my butt today. I've tried to do better but I think I'm going to call it a day and sleep a while more. I'm going to lay here and cry and be this lump of trash that I feel like. I'm having trouble wanting to breathe right now, maybe tomorrow will be better

Hang in there. You went through a traumatic surgery so your body is in recovery mode and will be for a while. It sucks. After my TBI, I laid on my sofa for a year and did nothing but watch tv, try to sleep when I could, and try to eat when I felt like it. Then there were all the meds I had to get weaned off -- that was fun (sarcasm). So, I know how ****** you are feeling. When our physical body gets traumatized our mind has to recover from it too so it's super stressful. Rest. That's the best thing you can do for yourself. Cry, sleep, eat, breathe. Tomorrow is another day, as my friend Scarlett O'Hara quipped.

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I'm weaning myself off oxy because I can't stand the fog. I suppose I'm actually quitting it cold turkey. My friend keeps saying it isn't withdrawals but I know better. I'm still taking stuff for pain, kratom and an naproxen.

If you need to ever vent or whatever, you can PM me anytime.