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#201
Daonnachd, sorry you feel like youre slipping down already. I hope it is something lesser!
Im drinking a Sam Adams Octoberfest beer. It doesn't break my diet but I shouldn't drink too much- my liver issues. Having one every few weeks or months shouldn't hurt. I will keep them and have one every so often throughout the Fall. If Caleb will have one, we can have a couple between the two of us in a couple weeks when he's here visiting. It's tasty. I don't really like beer but I like this one. Anyway.... I'm just thinking about drinking because my dad is an alcoholic and has been since I was 13 or even younger. I don't want to turn out like he did in terms of drinking. __________________ Wellbutrin XL 300 mg Loxapine 50mg Ingrezza 80 mg Ativan .5 mg 2x/day Propranolol 20 mg 2x/day Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019) |
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I'm feeling better than when i last posted on Saturday night
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Went to work today. Kept the door locked except for appointments so as to have more control over the smoke coming in the door. Things are going alright. I do think I'm dealing with a low grade depression as I just don't care about doing much. There's no denying that covid and the smoke are not helping matters. "Collective consciousness of despair" I think you called it BethRags. Good description. Everything just feels like such an endurance contest. It's just so wearing. Hugs, my peeps! __________________ ********* Mr. Robot Makes me sick to the heart, Oh I feel so tired. And the way the rain comes down hard, that's how I feel inside. --The Cure
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Pdoc had a cancellation so she's calling to check up on me this Thursday. I wish I were moved already. My mom was going to go with me to Ikea but I saw a facebook post that said they hadn't been able to contact Ikea at all- not by phone or internet. Nobody has tried to go there as far as I know.
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#207
Did not have a typo for twenty-five yrs hardly. Hundreds of papers and books and lectures. Now, cannot write two lines without three typos.
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No, no - it wasn't your typo! You wrote "cheetah" - I read it as "cheeto" btw, how's the sleep situation going with Albert (that's kit's name, correct)? __________________ |
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I had to turn my fan on today because of the heat outside, it realyl works, too: I underestimate the power of the fan.. it's actually really powerful (mine
is, and I've had it over 10 years, still going strong!) nada in the skedule. absolute nada (I am running out of stuff to put in these type of threads, my life is so dull!) |
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Little run of extraordinarily rare kinda euthymia continues. So grateful. Working on novel and getting guitars ready to play. Bizarre. Don't look a gift horse in the situation...
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I feel less anxious then yesterday. Moods are so so. More under the weather physically then yesterday. It’s because of the 2 shots including the flu shot. I’m just hanging out in bed right now. I have an intense craving for spaghettios. I’ve been looking over my food log and I have been eating like an 8 year old boy. The past week I’ve been eating a lot of chicken nuggets, pizza, spaghettios and hotdogs. My therapist probably won’t really give me a hard time because she knows my diet is an ASD quirk but she’ll probably say something about water intake or make some comment about protein. I’m not really mad at her I just am kinda confused about some things.
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I'm doing well so far today. I'm excited because I bought a smallish weaving loom and wool roving, sari silk, hemp cord and I'm finally going to give weaving a try. I've been wanting to do it for many years.
I had a true nightmare last night that my oldest sister was discovered eating tiny babies. My other sister (she died almost 3 years ago and I miss her terribly) and I were having to come to terms with our sister being a cannibal. Someone came and put her in restraints so she couldn't eat the babies anymore. She was outraged, and fighting hard to get out of the restraints. What a bizarre dream! My oldest sister has 4 children, she and her husband are excellent parents, and she adores babies.She's also not an aggressive person, at all. I don't know where the heck my mind pulled all that stuff from. It was such a bad dream, I can't seem to shake it. So I'll put the energy into my weaving project. __________________ |
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It's been a ride during my vacation/area exploration. It started well in Paris, then I was agitated in Barcelona and the first day in southern France. Then my extra Seroquel XR created the "cool jazz" effect, while Hubby became irritable and ranting. Today he declared out of nowhere that maybe we should retire permanently in Czech Republic. Oh my! I responded that just because the area in France where we're at now doesn't rock our boats, it doesn't mean all of France wouldn't. We'll have plenty of time to explore other areas in the future. What was "great climate" to Hubby just days ago, became too darned hot today, officially. I must agree. I'd rather have some snow in the winter than sweat too many months of the year. France is a large country with a varied environment. We'll see.
I found it rather strange that I've spoken a lot more French than my husband, during our visit. Hubby studied 9 years vs. my 5, but my studies were a bit more recent. Obviously in Czech Republic, he'll do most of the talking since Czech is his native language. When we live there, he will need to update some vocabulary. His is from the 1980s and before. A lot of new words and phrases have sprung up since then, like in every country. His nephew jokes that my hubby speaks Czech with an accent. A few times, stranger Czechs have complimented my hubby on how good his Czech is (assuming it's his second and not first language). My Czech? Basically I speak broken "animal Czech", meaning the language a person uses to talk to a pet bird. Lol! |
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Now the nausea is really hitting and I am out of commission and in bed. It’s for sure the flu shot. It’s this specific type of nausea I only get with shots. Still worth having a day of being sick then dying of the flu in January. Who knows how bad it could get this year.
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