[Moose72]

Been vacuuming and doing laundry today. Marking off things on the list! And my first covid shot is tomorrow morning at 10:40.

[Nammu]

Ooo side effects presented themselves this afternoon, got very sore achy hands and shoulders. But it’s not terrible and it doesn’t stop me from doing anything. Just reminding me the the vaccine is working. I’ll take it over the covid any day.

I had my first appointment with my new dentist and it went very well. She's not the knock-out she appears in her online photo but she also had mask, shield, glasses with magnifying gadgets on them and her hair in a ponytail so it's hard for anyone to rock THAT look. She was skilled and sensitive and reasonable. She took photos of my teeth with a special wand so i could see the decay. Repair appointments will follow but i feel better having met her and knowing she's competent and pleasant.

Hugs to all!

[~Christina]

Originally Posted by Nammu

I got my second dose yesterday and so far nothing. But boy has winter returned, brrr it’s chilly out there. They say possibly flurries!

Booooo Hissssss .. Just say no to snow

[~Christina]

Originally Posted by Soupe du jour

Poor sleep has started affecting me a little negatively. Beyond that, everything seems so stagnant.

Sending support to all and happy many here are getting the covid vaccine. That's a great step out of this mess.

~Christina, it's so nice to see you around more again, and to read some positive things from you. We were all so worried. Gus sounds adorable. Pets are a treasure.

Nammu, it's gotten cold where I am, too. We had flurries off and on throughout the day.

I made a homemade chicken soup. It took a lot out of me, to the point where in the end I barely liked it even though in reality it's quite good.

Thanks so much Soupe I have really missed being around here, Almost my 10 year Anniversary here I just have had so many things going on since that TIA in November... Ugh !

Oh I love homemade chicken soup but you need to try and do more self care hun Make YOU a priority for as long as it takes

[~Christina]

Another busy day...

At night we dont take our other big dogs Dexter and Sirius to the pasture of course.. We let them out one at a time. Well Steve or I screwed up and both dogs wound up outside together and they always take off into the woods.. They are 10 and 11 years old this was about 9ish last night. We finally had to go to bed about 630 this morning, We heard them after 10 this morning. Dexter??? Steve was able to help Dexter up the stairs . Sirius just couldn't I sat with him for hours... Finally lifted his back end up and got him inside. They slept all day.. Well again I had to lift Sirius back side 3-4 times for him to get his feet under him.. Hes a long dog, Hes got hips like a Shephard,, Hes got Hip Dysplasia. We have both on Joint suppliments..

I have been in tears all day.. Having to help both stand and them pretty much crying too..

Of course we blame ourselves, The dogs have been roaming the woods there whole life and I'm sure they had a blast chasing deer , rabbits and who knows what else.

Before we let one of them out we will lay eyes on the other... Im hoping that tomorrow they will be doing better..

There are getting there treats with some peanut butter on them..... We have told them both that there running in the woods days are over...

I will totally lose it the day something happens to either one.. Sirius is always by my side, he knows when I am going up or down before I even know it.

Ok back to laying with my Dogs

Hugs to anyone in need

[Soupe du jour]

I told my husband that no additional meals will be made until he handles the dishes. He used to help with them a bit, but since we've been in Europe it's less and less often. Though he's doing some things, I feel I am doing the lion's share of physical work (cleaning, tidying, cooking, dishes, laundry). I need a break for my physical well-being. He would never cook, other than some minor grilling, which I would prep in all cases.

We didn't get to sleep until late last night. I'm not sure if that was a factor, but I slept comparatively well and woke up without any noticeable pain or hand/foot numbness or tingling. Maybe I just slept through it? It made me happy.

[NaoSky]

Checking in... it’s been awhile, but I’m doing great!

1. Had another manic episode and thought I was Jesus.
2. Hospitalized for almost 11 days.
3. Husband prolonged my stay because he went through my phone while I was “locked up” and found pics and then email with a friend/relationship I had while we were separated last year.
4. Husband also used my entire stimulus check plus an extra 1,000 (5,000 total) to buy a car for his 19 year old daughter while I was in the hospital and still in the mania. (Afterwards he found the pics then email)
5. I vented with my therapist.
6. I’m separated.
7. I love my job as a high school teacher.
8. I joined a gym called Lifetime Fitness!! It’s like a resort!
9. I’m on née meds that keep me from going too high or low, plus anxiety meds... I never even realized I have anxiety!!! Now I know how good it feels without anxiety! Wow!!

I think that covers it!

[Sunflower123]

Physical therapy is working! Noticeably less back pain and I still have until May 18th to go.

I’m researching hotels for my daughter’s graduation. So many options! I don’t know the town that well so I’ll ask my daughter and mom to weigh in. I usually stay at Red Roof when I go visit but since mom is going this time I’m looking to upgrade.

I had a really rough day yesterday with depression and SI and though I’m still not totally free of it I am much improved. I’ll talk to my therapist about it today at our appointment. I have certain thought patterns that don’t serve me well.

Hugs to all!

[*Beth*]

I had my 2nd vax yesterday. WooHOO! Side effects have been minimal...slightly sore arm, mild muscle tightness in my legs, and (most of all) very sleepy. So I'm going to sleep some more, then deal with getting my car smogged so I can register it. What a hassle.

[Victoria'smom]

Naosky- I am so sorry

[Soupe du jour]

Originally Posted by NaoSky

Checking in... it’s been awhile, but I’m doing great!

1. Had another manic episode and thought I was Jesus.
2. Hospitalized for almost 11 days.
3. Husband prolonged my stay because he went through my phone while I was “locked up” and found pics and then email with a friend/relationship I had while we were separated last year.
4. Husband also used my entire stimulus check plus an extra 1,000 (5,000 total) to buy a car for his 19 year old daughter while I was in the hospital and still in the mania. (Afterwards he found the pics then email)
5. I vented with my therapist.
6. I’m separated.
7. I love my job as a high school teacher.
8. I joined a gym called Lifetime Fitness!! It’s like a resort!
9. I’m on née meds that keep me from going too high or low, plus anxiety meds... I never even realized I have anxiety!!! Now I know how good it feels without anxiety! Wow!!

I think that covers it!

I'm glad to read that things have worked out OK, despite the setback, NaoSky.

Sorry your husband did that to you. I always wonder why so many people seem paranoid enough to snoop into others' private business. I would never think to look through my husband's private stuff, and vice versa, but it does seem common. I know my past employer snooped through some of my private stuff. What could I do in the end but say "Oh, well!"

[buddha1too]

I love dogs, too, @~Christina. Dogs have always been a huge part of my life; at one time I had five at the same time. I'm down to one now. We most always spend more time with our dogs than we do with close relatives, so it's not surprising that we fear losing them in the end. I've been through the hip dysplasia & joint medication thing, so I know what it's like. My takeaway from your day is that Dexter & Sirius had a wonderful time revisiting their youth. Even if it was a terrible day for you & your husband, be happy for the dogs.

@Soupe du jour...Dishwashers weren't much of "a thing" in Gemany due the relative scarcity (& cost) of clean tapwater -- something we take for granted in most of the USA. Maybe your husband is getting used to living without one? Emptying a dishwasher is far easier than going through the process of washing, drying & putting dishes away. I'm not making excuses for him, but humans are creatures of habit. Anyways, I'm glad you had a good night's sleep without any physical symptoms.

I'm glad you're doing great after all that's happened lately, @NaoSky. You've been through a shiteload of stuff! I hope you have someone close who can help you monitor things. If you should become fragile again, please reach out for help ASAP.

@Jennifer 1967...I'm glad the PT seems to be working; back pain is the worst! I'm sorry, however, that you're not doing very well emotionally. You're had to deal with many stressful life events lately. I hope time heals...

Same shite, different day here. I had a horrible night's sleep last night, but am not too concerned. Poor sleep hygiene has the potential to fuel the fires of the other stuff I'm experiencing, though. I'm keeping an eye on it.

I hope everyone takes care of themselves...despite any challenges in your paths.

[Soupe du jour]

Originally Posted by buddha1too

I love dogs, too, @~Christina. Dogs have always been a huge part of my life; at one time I had five at the same time. I'm down to one now. We most always spend more time with our dogs than we do with close relatives, so it's not surprising that we fear losing them in the end. I've been through the hip dysplasia & joint medication thing, so I know what it's like. My takeaway from your day is that Dexter & Sirius had a wonderful time revisiting their youth. Even if it was a terrible day for you & your husband, be happy for the dogs.

@Soupe du jour...Dishwashers weren't much of "a thing" in Gemany due the relative scarcity (& cost) of clean tapwater -- something we take for granted in most of the USA. Maybe your husband is getting used to living without one? Emptying a dishwasher is far easier than going through the process of washing, drying & putting dishes away. I'm not making excuses for him, but humans are creatures of habit. Anyways, I'm glad you had a good night's sleep without any physical symptoms.

We still have a dishwasher, even in CZ. I just want the dude to load it more. And maybe unload it, but at least load it. He did, finally, because he was hungry.

Glad you have a doggie that adds lovely to your life.

[Moose72]

I had my first shot this morning. Arm very sore and very sleepy but I took a 2-hour nap and feel a lot better. Next shot May 5th.

[wildflowerchild25]

Was sick from sat - tues. fatigue, awful headache, nausea. But the nausea was more like motion sickness. I was fine laying down or sitting at work but driving or moving around was ugh. I decided to finally make an appt with my dr to get the ongoing vertigo checked out. About time, it’s been going on for a year. I just hate going to the dr, I’m afraid he’s gonna want to send me to a specialist and I just don’t have time to take off work. Only 10 weeks until summer break though so I can start scheduling appts for July/august!

Work is going really well since I recovered from the month long depression. I love my student, she’s so freaking cute. I’ve developed enough of a rapport with her to manage her rudeness and attitude toward teachers. Most of the time I only have to give her one warning. She also listens to me when I give her suggestions on her work. She used to just do whatever she wanted.

I did find out my female cat has asthma though. She’s on a course of oral steroids which I hope to hell works because kitty inhalers are super expensive! But one of my friends says her cat has only needed theirs as a rescue inhaler so she’s had the same one for almost a whole year. I can drop $200 as a one time thing but not every month!

Things with my family are cordial. I simmered in rage on Saturday but it’s just not worth it to be so mad about something that will never change.

My general mood is ok, not exactly happy but no depressed either so I guess that’s good!

I got octagonal eye-glasses! Woohoo! So unique! The frames are light silver so they're not too bold. They're for regular wear. My pair for reading are just ordinary tho which is too bad because that's what i wear for ZOOM and i would have liked to look at myself in something more stylish. They didn't have a good selection tho so i just went with elegant and subtle as i've been wearing bold chunky black round frames for too long. I spent a fortune tho and i don't have insurance but ever since i got my fantastic income tax refund i've relaxed about spending money.

My ZOOM group was unpleasant with the facilitator being far too heavy-handed, cutting off a young woman in a rare bubbly mood and interrogating me and another quiet person when we are adults and will speak up if we want. I really dislike her. She's Eastern European and i think @Soupe du jour has also mentioned that they are really bold, to put it politely. I'll choose to go in the room she is NOT in from now on.

Glad to hear some of you are getting vaxed even tho there are some unpleasant temporary consequences.

Hugs to all!

[buddha1too]

Originally Posted by Soupe du jour

We still have a dishwasher, even in CZ. I just want the dude to load it more. And maybe unload it, but at least load it. He did, finally, because he was hungry.

I assumed too much! Loading & unloading the dishwasher should be no-brainer chores. My partner does much of the cooking since she's a better cook than I, but the dishwasher is my own private domain! I've got loading & unloading down to a science. Hunger can be a great motivator! Why don't you see what happens if you get your husband's jaws wired shut for a week!

I'm sorry to hear about your fatigue & your cat's asthma, @wildflowerchild25. It seems that family relations are always a bit problematic for you, but I'm happy to read your mood is pretty much at baseline. I'm glad you're counting the days until summer break.

I'm glad you're pleased with your new glasses, @whatever2013. I've been putting off getting my eyes checked during the pandemic, but know my old script isn't really working anymore. I generally just use Costco readers (3 pairs for $20) these days. My prescription glasses just steam up when I wear a mask, so it's not worth the hassle.

[Nammu]

Brrr another cold one today but the sun did make an appearance this afternoon so that was good. My sleep waxes and wanes but I’ve been having a good run of interesting dreams. I love it when I can remember my dreams much more interesting than anything on TV. Last night I was invited to join a convention for people kidnapped by aliens 👽! Interesting people there. Ha ha. I really aught to think about writing movie scripts. But one time I googled my most interesting dreams and found there already out there. That was disappointing. Well gotta go clean the cat box, it’s garbage night.

Cheesecake for all.

[Soupe du jour]

Originally Posted by whatever2013

I got octagonal eye-glasses! Woohoo! So unique! The frames are light silver so they're not too bold. They're for regular wear. My pair for reading are just ordinary tho which is too bad because that's what i wear for ZOOM and i would have liked to look at myself in something more stylish. They didn't have a good selection tho so i just went with elegant and subtle as i've been wearing bold chunky black round frames for too long. I spent a fortune tho and i don't have insurance but ever since i got my fantastic income tax refund i've relaxed about spending money.

My ZOOM group was unpleasant with the facilitator being far too heavy-handed, cutting off a young woman in a rare bubbly mood and interrogating me and another quiet person when we are adults and will speak up if we want. I really dislike her. She's Eastern European and i think @Soupe du jour has also mentioned that they are really bold, to put it politely. I'll choose to go in the room she is NOT in from now on.

Glad to hear some of you are getting vaxed even tho there are some unpleasant temporary consequences.

Hugs to all!

That's terrible how you were cut off as you were. You're not children. I hope you consider bringing that up in your group next time. I think sometimes people who are put in quasi leadership positions go overboard with feelings of "authority".

When you mentioned that as a possible "Eastern European" trait I assume you're recalling my stories of my husband being scolded by store clerks? Indeed some clerks here sometimes do that, but I am not sure I would completely call it a cultural trait. Also, I can't speak of Eastern Europeans, as my husband (and all Czechs) are Central Europeans, albeit also of Slavic background and having had communism forced on it in the past, like many of its more Eastern neighbors. There's likely much more German and Austrian influence here than, say, Russian.

Was that facilitator old? I think some throwbacks to communist eras can have certain unpleasant attitudes, but like with everything, that doesn't represent a whole. I also think that some people who struggle with stress or mental or emotional issues, in general, can sometimes (not always) over react and seem unpleasant. It might have little to do with cultural background.