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Location: Mississippi
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#1321
I’m sorry you haven’t been able to get the med change that you need. Going without sleep is so hard. I hope you’re able to get the help you deserve.
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Location: Mississippi
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Location: Downtown Vibes, California
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#1323
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Thank you about my new apartment The 4th of July party sounds like fun. Do you think that once you get there you'll feel less anxious? __________________ Last edited by *Beth*; Jul 02, 2021 at 09:49 AM.. |
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#1324
Not really sure how I feel today. I guess I’m just “meh.” It’s gloomy out, and that always affects me. Not that I get outside much. I don’t have a car so I’m pretty much stuck in my apartment. My cousin lets me borrow her car when I have a doctor’s appointment for which I’m very grateful. On those rare occasions when I feel motivated, I enjoy drawing and painting. Maybe I’ll do some today. I have a sketch I could paint with watercolors. It’s a girl from my imagination. I hope I don’t end up just binge watching Netflix to distract me from the fact that I’m missing my son. It works, but I know it’s not healthy. I hope everyone has a good day.
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#1325
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I'm so sorry, Mm. __________________ |
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#1326
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Bishop's Bread sounds absolutely delicious. The climate oddness is frightening. 115 degrees yesterday in Vancouver?! __________________ |
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Location: Downtown Vibes, California
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#1327
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I'm sending love and good vibes, Jennifer __________________ |
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#1328
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Pretty drawing! I can easily envision it done in watercolors. __________________ |
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#1329
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Location: Mississippi
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#1330
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Crone
Member Since May 2010
Location: Some where between my inner mind and the solar system.
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#1331
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__________________ Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#1332
The temperatures up north are scary. Hundreds of people have died from the heat...very few places in Washington and Oregon have a/c, and they probably don't in Vancouver, either. We've had normal temperatures here this week, so far.
I'm excited to be moving. I don't have an exact date yet, but I'm thinking it'll be about this time next week. My husband (we don't live together) is being a downer about me renting the new apartment. He likes my current one, hates change (even if to a better situation), plus he's being pissy about having to move heavy things (I don't have much at all). I really wish he'd think about how I feel, instead of considering only his own feelings. I hate having to move in with all of his negativity dragging me down. Great news for next week though! I can finally, after 14 months of telehealth, see my therapist and my pdoc in person! That will be such a breath of fresh air. I'm completely burned out on teletherapy. __________________ |
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Crone
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#1333
I’m so glad you get to move to a new apartment. I totally get it!
__________________ Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#1334
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#1335
I took my morning Geodon at 7PM. I had taken my 100 mil around 4:30. I wanted to sleep longer and not be hungry for today. It kind of worked. I woke up to eat pizza Goldfish at 1 and I had some ramen for breakfast. I’ve already taken 2 of my 3 Valium and they aren’t doing much probably from lack of Geodon. Overall my moods are controlled. I’m drinking caffeine free diet Mountain Dew instead of zero sugar Dr. Pepper and Pepsi today. I feel like I can’t really handle the caffeine. I did get a $1 Diet Coke from sonic and I had a glass of iced coffee that came from a carton. I’ve pretty much cut out Starbucks and Dunkin’ Donuts after switching to cartons of iced coffee and drinking that instead. I’m trying to cut out fast food and I’ve been doing a pretty good job overall. I used to get stuff sometimes twice a day. Now I just eat frozen vegetables and pantry food. Sometimes I’ll get an ice cream cone. I haven’t gone out to eat since June 3rd. I don’t know if my behaviors including “med manipulation” as my therapist called it are becoming an issue or not. My 7 year old nephew commented on my weight loss yesterday. A lot of it though is just fat turning into muscle and my weight shifting like it’s supposed to on my shots.
Edit: I’m gonna take a 20 mil Geodon cause this anxiety sucks. Second edit: I took the 20 mil Geodon and I ate some grilled zucchini and I feel less anxious. __________________ Ridin' with Biden Last edited by Mountaindewed; Jul 02, 2021 at 11:10 AM.. |
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Feb 2014
Location: USA
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#1336
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Who’s the 28 year old Man? |
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Feb 2014
Location: USA
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#1337
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How many people are in your household? |
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Feb 2014
Location: USA
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Feb 2014
Location: USA
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#1339
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I don’t have a car and I get out every day whether for work, church, meetings or exercise. |
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Feb 2014
Location: USA
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#1340
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Yeah I’m just thankful we don’t have a heatwave like that right here right now. We’ve had a couple of really hot days where the city opened a cooling center. Climate change is scary . I have older friends who live in Oregon. I hope they are ok. Are you and your husband separated? |
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