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Default Jun 25, 2022 at 08:20 PM
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Oh, good. I’m glad you got a solid sleep, you’ve been needing that for awhile now.

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Default Jun 26, 2022 at 01:51 AM
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Early morning and I'm up. Again. Back pain is not really helping me this time around. I took some generic Aleve, so I'm waiting for some relief before I go back to bed.

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Default Jun 26, 2022 at 07:04 AM
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I slept pretty good last night. I got up around midnight to drink a soda but I was only up for about 10 minutes or so. I know my new med can cause drowsiness.

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Default Jun 26, 2022 at 10:20 AM
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The one constant of the taper is that it takes me longer to fall asleep. But once asleep I sleep pretty good. My dreams aren’t as vivid, that’s a bummer.

Last nights dream I was really a special snowflake. But I got better.

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Default Jun 27, 2022 at 05:28 AM
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I slept from 7 nonstop until 3:30. I think thats a record.

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I fell asleep around 7 or 7:30 and I kept waking up throughout the night because of my fan but only for a few seconds at a time. I woke up at 3:15 and listened to music and watched Youtube and then fell back asleep from 5 or so until close to 6. So I'd say it was a 4th succesful night in a row.

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Default Jun 29, 2022 at 08:40 AM
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It took me until past 10 to fall asleep. I think I was just really hungry. I finally ate a 100 calorie pack of nuts and then my mom turned on the air and I got to sleep until 4 and then I took my topamax and got another hour or so of sleep. So it wasn't a bad night. Just different then normal

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I have no idea how long I slept or when I slept. But I know I must have fallen asleep now & then, because I remember waking up, & I was usually coming out of a dream.

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Default Jun 30, 2022 at 11:37 AM
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I woke up around 12:30 and got about half an hour of sleep at about 3:45. I wonder if thats starting up again. Those 4 nights in a row of good sleep were nice while they lasted

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Default Jul 01, 2022 at 11:53 AM
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I dont really know what time I fell asleep. Just that when I checked the time it was past 6AM. I must have been pretty tired.

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Ever since my psychiatrist added an extra 200 mg Seroquel (now 700 mg, with 500 mg XR and 200 mg IR) I keep waking up again and again in the middle of the night. I am clocking enough sleep if I add it all up, though. I fell asleep on the sofa at maybe 7 pm, then woke up at 10 pm, thinking it was morning. Then Hubby dragged me to bed, where I slept, but very briefly woke up at 12 am, then 2 am, then 4 am and then 5:50 am. It's 5:57 am now and I'm thinking of staying up. Wish I could eat breakfast, but won't since Hubby likes to eat together. I won't wake him this early. Maybe just a glass of OJ.

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Ever since my psychiatrist added an extra 200 mg Seroquel (now 700 mg, with 500 mg XR and 200 mg IR) I keep waking up again and again in the middle of the night. I am clocking enough sleep if I add it all up, though. I fell asleep on the sofa at maybe 7 pm, then woke up at 10 pm, thinking it was morning. Then Hubby dragged me to bed, where I slept, but very briefly woke up at 12 am, then 2 am, then 4 am and then 5:50 am. It's 5:57 am now and I'm thinking of staying up. Wish I could eat breakfast, but won't since Hubby likes to eat together. I won't wake him this early. Maybe just a glass of OJ.
Thank you, @Soupe du jour. Very interesting, & sweet.

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Default Jul 02, 2022 at 10:12 AM
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I fell asleep at about 8. I woke up at 2:15 in a panic thinking I was having an existential crisis because of a cookie. I know, weird. I really just woke up with anxiety because my closet light was on. Which still doesn't make any sense. But anyways, I turned off the light and then I did go eat half a cookie and got back to sleep in less then 15 minutes and I woke up around 6.

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Default Jul 02, 2022 at 11:18 PM
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Like the previous day, I woke up a few times in the middle of the night. I've been awake now since about 6 am and will stay awake. I went to bed early last night perhaps partly because of the increased Seroquel, but likely also because I did so much physical labor yesterday. I'm sore and got too much sun, even with some sunburn on my upper back.

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I have insomnia. Ha ha!

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I had a bit of the creeps so I went to bed before 5 while it was still light out. I had my music on without my headphones but I turned it off after a bit and then fell asleep before 6:30 and I think I stayed asleep until 3:30. I don't think I woke up before. Or if I did I don't remember it much. So I woke up early but considering I went to bed so early it wasn't a bad night.

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Had a wonderful dream last night. I with a handful of others returned to a English farm that was converted into bedrooms and a lodge. Everyone was old friends. And received the rooms depending on their circumstances , a family with three kids got the biggest room with a bath attached. And I as a single woman received a room to share with another single woman. We all gathered in the lounge to play trivia off an old computer.

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Didn't sleep any meaningful amount last night. Two hours in one stretch and another hour to fill out the night. I actually feel OK at the moment, which is good considering I have people to meet in an hour. By the end of the day...

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Didn't sleep any meaningful amount last night. Two hours in one stretch and another hour to fill out the night. I actually feel OK at the moment, which is good considering I have people to meet in an hour. By the end of the day...
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I hope you can get some sleep tonight Aurelius
I wish I had gotten some. Running on five hours sleep for the past 48. At the moment, I feel agitated, like I'm going to jump out of my skin. I might actually crash today. I'll welcome it if it comes. It fits the pattern, for me at least. Two to three days without sleep, then one day completely out. If I can get some uninterrupted sleep, I could probably bounce back.

Maybe if I start thinking on , I'll get to sleep faster?

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