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Default Jul 12, 2022 at 03:13 PM
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I went to Walgreens and blind picked another type of melatonin. Maybe this kind will do the trick. When I see the pulmonalgist on Friday I hope he does an at home sleep apnea test. I don't want to go to a lab. Also how the hell am I supposed to sleep with a cpap machine. I've seen those commercials with people struggling to sleep with them and I'd probably be one of them. I know they do implants now but I don't really want to know how that works either. Anyways I'm hoping whatever I got from Walgreens today works for a bit. Just enough to give me a bit of a break until I figure this stuff out.

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Default Jul 13, 2022 at 04:59 AM
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Just the same wakinh up at midnight crap as normal. This time I managed to fall back asleep for a couple hours around 2 something. But this sleep issue is just really wearing me down. I am exhausted physically and mentally.
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Default Jul 13, 2022 at 06:06 AM
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I hate those wakings in the night. Never go back to sleep, or almost never, without benzos. Now I've almost run out of them Another month to go before refill.

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Default Jul 13, 2022 at 06:16 AM
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Cool Insomnia Club #3

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Default Jul 13, 2022 at 07:39 AM
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Ugh 😣 last night was horrible, the night before that wasn’t much better. I’m down to my last few days of 5 mg. Trouble falling asleep and trouble staying asleep. Makes me feel so lethargic and not wanting to do anything.

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Default Jul 13, 2022 at 01:36 PM
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The new melatonin is just same as the others. I just needed less so it made my anxiety tolerable until a couple hours ago. I took one at my normal bedtime and then one when I woke up at midnight. I got back to sleep from 1 to 2:30 and my mom is suprised it only worked for 1.5 hours. So shes thinking sleep apnea as well. I can't ever remember having consistently bad sleep like this. Like where every single night is bad no matter what I do or don't do.

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Default Jul 14, 2022 at 10:54 AM
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Some song lyrics I didn't know had a trigger in. I looked up the reason why the person wrote that song, and learnt something.

Not feeling ''cool'' about any of this. Not cool at all. (but I did learn an interesting fact)

Hate hate hate this sleep thing. Wish I Really Was A Bear.

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Default Jul 14, 2022 at 11:07 AM
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I fell asleep in the middle of the afternoon and slept for about 12 hours. I was just mentally and emotionally drained. My mom said she was kinda concerned since I wasn't getting up to eat dinner or anything. When I'm that worn out I just need to sleep.

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Default Jul 15, 2022 at 05:24 AM
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I fell asleep around 4. My mom woke me up at 6 to ask if I wanted Mcdonalds. I said no even though I kinda did. I then made soup without the broth and got back to sleep until 1AM. I feel mediocre right now.

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Default Jul 15, 2022 at 09:23 AM
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I would LOVE to be this bear.

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Default Jul 15, 2022 at 09:22 PM
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I couldn't sleep for almost two days. Finally I was able to sleep about an hour & had the strangest dream. I'm still terribly tired, but thankful for at least some amount of sleep.

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Default Jul 15, 2022 at 09:29 PM
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Oh thanks tough Dawn. That’s a long time to be without sleep. I hope tonight you get some very much needed sleep

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I couldn't sleep for almost two days. Finally I was able to sleep about an hour & had the strangest dream. I'm still terribly tired, but thankful for at least some amount of sleep.
I'm glad you finally got some sleep! (sorry it was only for about an hour)

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Default Jul 16, 2022 at 08:10 AM
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I started the new thread #4 I can’t link it though.

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