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Default Jul 23, 2021 at 01:43 PM
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So Sorry! Please Do not give up! Can you contact a therapist or an hospital if possible? Please don't do anything dangerous. Can ask you who N3 is? Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Moose72, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!
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Default Jul 23, 2021 at 02:06 PM
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N3 is my almost-20-year-old.

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Angels call. No more time. No more beer or friends or family. Just the abyss.

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You knows the saying that doesn’t end the pain it just passed it in to our loved ones. Also we don’t know what lies beyond. Do you think it’s a med side effect that are causing these thoughts?
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Moose, it sounds like it's time to go the psych er and get checked out. It doesn't sound like you feel good or safe.

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Please stay safe and go to the psych er.

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Can you safely get to an er to get checked out?

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J...... please go to the Psych ER, Doesnt mean you need IP, Seeing someone face to face and getting written instructions on when to take your PRN's could help you get back on track.. Stay safe

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Default Jul 23, 2021 at 07:59 PM
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I am home still. I talked for half an hour with this woman from the crisis team who really calmed me down. She suggested a video on YouTube and I'm going to wait and watch it tomorrow as it's bedtime early tonight as I need to take N3 to work tomorrow. If I go in it will be after I am done taking N3 to work for the weekend so Sunday night or so. We'll see.

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I am home still. I talked for half an hour with this woman from the crisis team who really calmed me down. She suggested a video on YouTube and I'm going to wait and watch it tomorrow as it's bedtime early tonight as I need to take N3 to work tomorrow. If I go in it will be after I am done taking N3 to work for the weekend so Sunday night or so. We'll see.

I want to say you are a good mom. My mom didn’t give a hoot about me when I was almost 20. She made my dad kick me out when I was 18, and I was ready to emancipate myself when I was 13. The fact you are a good mom is a good reason to save your own life. Not every mom of an almost 20 year old is a good mom. I hope that you’re able to hear what I am saying. Your life is worth living .
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I'm sad to hear that you're having a rough go. Talking with the woman from the crisis team was a smart thing to do.


Do you think a med change needs to happen?

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So sorry to hear you're struggling. I really hope the video helped. It sounds like it would be a good idea to check in with your pdoc. *hugs*
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I'm sad to hear that you're having a rough go. Talking with the woman from the crisis team was a smart thing to do.

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Do you think a med change needs to happen?
That's what I'm thinking.

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So sorry to hear you're struggling. I really hope the video helped. It sounds like it would be a good idea to check in with your pdoc. *hugs*
Pdoc just called me Wednesday to check in. I told her everything is fine. Of course she probably can see my file on her computer anytime. I wonder if it alerts her somehow when you have talked with the crisis team.

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I just don't know what to do. Half of me thinks I'm making this up but then again I feel like crap. One minute talking to N3 about fun stuff then half an hour later depressed again and thinking "those thoughts". I'm sitting at Starbucks with a large iced coffee. That is probably not helping. Is this a mixed state? Haven't had them that I know of.

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If your crisis team is affiliated with your doc then
Yes they can see it in the electronic medical records .

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I just called the after-hours number and told them that I called yesterday and that I have decided to go to the psych ER. I don't know if I'll be able to update you. That depends on whether or not they have internet service. And that depends on whether I get admitted or not. I'm going to the one that I know not the one closest to me.

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I'm checked in at the closer ER.

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