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Legendary Wise Elder
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#821
I’m tired today. But I’ve only had one Valium. I’m drinking a 52oz bottle of zero sugar fruit punch without a glass. I used to do that at work. I’d drink a 52 oz bottle of diet tea straight from the bottle. No one cares or pays attention unless your overweight and doing it.
I ordered an unwhich from Jimmy Johns and I’m trying to avoid taking a nap. I’ve been doing laundry all day because I’ve been neglecting it but I’m out of jeans and I have therapy tomorrow. I’m glad I’ll be able to tell her I talked to my Pdoc about our last session and we came up with a plan. I’m waiting on a delivery but I’m not sure it’s coming today. When they say there are delays they really mean it. I have gotten so many cancelled or postponed orders in the last few days. It doesn’t look like the delivery will come today. It should have been here by now. It didn’t make sense to begin with. It is coming by FedEx and it said that it was coming today but it also said it was still 2 states away. My mom went to the library and got My Big Fat Greek Wedding 2 for me. I saw it once at the theatre's in 2016. It wasn’t as good as the original and most of it was just recycled jokes from the first one, but I liked it. I’ll watch it later probably during the weekend. I have got to get out of the house this week and do something. Probably after therapy in the morning. I need a tie for Thanksgiving. I often have 5 sodas a day. Today I only had 2. Which is pretty good progress. I did drink that entire bottle of zero sugar juice though. I didn’t drink any tea. I had some water. I wasn’t very thirsty in general today. I should drink some more water. I feel better after my 160mil geodon and 20mil melatonin. But I do not need anything else tonight. Except maybe some mint herbal tea since I’m kinda nauseated. __________________ Ridin' with Biden Last edited by bluekoi; Oct 26, 2021 at 09:36 PM.. Reason: Change "fat" to "overweight" |
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#822
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What a wise thing, to take her young granddaughter for a pedi. There is so much to be learned...feeling nice about your appearance, taking care of your body, etc. __________________ |
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Crone
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#823
Yeah my daughter wants her to grow up confident. She’s only 4 but she can do so much. Of course she has a big brother that helps.
__________________ Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#824
Oh my gosh, something has broken in my brain. I've been having waves of panic that are a torture. I was sleeping well, but last night the panic affected my sleep.
I'm seeing that icy pdoc today...I am praying she prescribes something that works. __________________ |
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: Tennessee
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#825
Ohhhh I hope she does something right. I'm so sorry that your dealing with so much right now
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#826
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Did you take the prn Gabapentin?? __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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#827
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I hear you on the poor shoes for walking vs the hiking boots. I plan to try a couple pairs of sneakers I have just back and forth to the pasture before I go a long distance. I really was worried id break my ankle or something ! Ok as far as buying jeans online?? I am glad you found something that actually fits ! I bought a pair earlier in the year I was so in need of them and I also got lucky that they indeed fit great ! Better luck buying those than years of trying so many on in a store to find out that Meh nothing fit right. __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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Location: US
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#828
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I did take the gabapentin but I was awake until about 5. I hope I get to sleep early tonight since I didn't get a chance for a nap. I'm so glad to have it back. It's hard to believe we once relied on landlines (which I don't have so I was phoneless) and now it's hard to not have a phone in hand 100% of the time.. __________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1700 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 1.5 mg clonazepam., 50 mg Seroquel |
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Monster on the Hill
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Location: by the river
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#829
Rainy day here, we're supposed to get 40+mph winds later on. I've been taking the thorazine 3x a day, and it's reall been helping me settle down. I hope the Invega kicks in soon though so I don't need to be on three antipsychotics.
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*Beth*, ~Christina
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#830
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I so hope tonight you get a wonderful sleep __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#831
I got some big wind yesterday late after noon as a cold front finally hit us fully. Do you normally have wind like that often? I took Invega years ago. It was weight neutral and I think I started to notice it about 2 weeks in. Hope it kicks in quickly for you too.
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#832
Well damn ! Y'a'll my days are way to Looong
My sleep has truly gone back to pure garbage. I really shouldn't be upset I have had this problem my entire life but its such a struggle right now. There is not any real help. I know I need to just accept the fact it is what it is Hope everyone is finding some peace in our hectic lives __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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Monster on the Hill
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#833
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BeyondtheRainbow, Fuzzybear, Nammu, ~Christina
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~Christina
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Crone
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#834
Tonight I go glaze the pieces I threw two weeks ago. Hopefully I won’t get so messy as I did then. I’m kind of wondering if my prices all survived the kiln? They were pretty uneven. 😃 not sure what I’ll do with them since they look like toddler art. But still I’m looking forward to the art time. Seriously thinking of becoming a member so I can just keep throwing until I manage to produce something recognizable.
__________________ Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
*Beth*, BeyondtheRainbow, Blue_Bird, MuddyBoots, Soupe du jour, Sunflower123, ~Christina
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#835
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__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#836
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I remember going on dates and always having two dimes in my purse just in case. The inference was that I would need to be picked up by my mom if my date "got fresh" with me. LOL! __________________ |
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BeyondtheRainbow, Nammu, Soupe du jour, ~Christina
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Nammu, ~Christina
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#837
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That sounds like such fun! __________________ |
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#839
I had such a bad therapy session today that I’m about to go to bed. She says she is going to report elderly abuse OF ME. I’m a senior citizen (I don’t think so) and I’ve hurt my back and arm caring for them and they take advantage of me therefore it’s abuse. She said it’s my fault I’m injured. I allowed it. Even my daughter blames me she said. These are all the milder things she said. I’m trying to heal and be a better person. To make things worse, the screen froze as we were signing off so there was no closure. I’m just so upset right now. I don’t see how I can work with her now. It was going well up until now. I would gently steer her away from the topic of my family but couldn’t today. I feel so bad.
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Crone
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#840
Oh Jennifer!
__________________ Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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