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Default Oct 15, 2021 at 03:01 PM
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Thanks for the responses my friends irl aren't picking up my texts

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That sucks! Most disheartening and a feeling of nobody-wants-me.

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We're following your messages here, so don't feel you're all alone.
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I know it is night there but I hope you see this when you wake up. How are you doing? Are you safe?

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Thank you for asking.... I'm doing OK thanks. Its nearly lunchtime and I'm just getting up. Still weepy and a little bit lost?? But I'm OK thanks

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I hope you feel better soon!
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How are you ????

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I echo Christina:. How are you???

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Hey guys,

I'm OK thanks. Still the same but a bit better. Just had 12 hours sleep but feeling shattered but hey ho. Best start my day right?

Called the Samaritans last night I'm feeling unsafe in my flat and outside incase I do something.

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Are you talking to your sister? Can you go stay with her for a few days?? That's always helped in the past.. Stay safe

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I hope you feel safe and well soon. I had a prolonged depressed period in July-August & SI filled my thoughts. I can't believe I contemplated such actions now; time sometimes heals. I hope this happens for you. Take care.
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I'm feeling a little bit better. My nurse was meant to call yesterday (Monday) but didn't. You forget your just a number on their books huh.

Still feeling unsafe outside tbh

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I'm feeling a little bit better. My nurse was meant to call yesterday (Monday) but didn't. You forget your just a number on their books huh.

Still feeling unsafe outside tbh

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I'm feeling much better today this whole day has been a good day. I'm getting to go back to my volunteering as of next Thurs I will be helping run a photography group can't wait never done this before

I guess your right I just can't see it though tbh!

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I'm feeling much better today this whole day has been a good day. I'm getting to go back to my volunteering as of next Thurs I will be helping run a photography group can't wait never done this before

I guess your right I just can't see it though tbh!

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Thank goodness, you're doing better. Hang in there!! I have not been suicidal in years but can tell you that life does improve with time. I was suicidal on risperidone and got off it. Then, put on many meds afterward that made me even sicker. Now, after many years later, I am on one med and doing great. I feel that at times the medication can adversely affect your mood. I don't know the reason for my depression on risperidone but am now much better on Abilify- it has antidepressant effects too. I am doing well and hope one day you feel better too. Life is a journey.
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I know it's probably pretty chilly there in Scotland. Nonetheless, try to get some exercise. Hopefully your sister would hike around with you.
Mental health organizations in the States are getting a lot better in recognizing how vital exercise is to mental health.

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Another day and another no show from my CPN. I've called in 2 days 16 times I'm not asking for much sorry I'm suicidal ill just ignore the symptoms right

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I'm feeling a little bit better. My nurse was meant to call yesterday (Monday) but didn't. You forget your just a number on their books huh.

Still feeling unsafe outside tbh

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@Miss Laura Hi Laura. Hope you are ok today. It's nice to see someone else on here from Scotland. I've lived here for over 11 years. Hope you are getting support from those close to you. Sending you (((((hugs)))))
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