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Default Oct 14, 2021 at 07:42 PM
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yesterday a woman said to me your so put together, you're beautiful. today I'm wanting to off myself. I have a plan but not the means. can't take time off work to hospitalized myself. I know I'd shock my whole family they think I'm doing so well.

yesterday I sincerely prayed to God to fix the mess I made of my life. today I'm suicidal. feeling distraught over my everyday problems how unending they are. my head is stable my thoughts are not, I see an apt opening up soon.

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Default Oct 14, 2021 at 07:51 PM
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Can you reach out to your therapist or pdoc? It sounds like you need some help.

I'm sorry you are feeling this way.

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Default Oct 14, 2021 at 08:09 PM
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I think I'll go to bed and hope tomorrow is different. but thinking I'll be spending a weekend at mom's.

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Default Oct 18, 2021 at 09:47 PM
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My therapist actually called me, we have an appt tomorrow but she gave me some resources and was glad my mom was over. I did spend the weekend with her, she said I wasn't myself.

Today my blood pressure was super high, now I have to check it and call a doctor if still high. my blood pressure is usually low normal. 120's over 70's. today it was 171/102.

physically and mentally I'm falling apart.

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Default Oct 18, 2021 at 09:54 PM
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Idk what to say but I’m sorry things suck right now

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