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yesterday a woman said to me your so put together, you're beautiful. today I'm wanting to off myself. I have a plan but not the means. can't take time off work to hospitalized myself. I know I'd shock my whole family they think I'm doing so well.
yesterday I sincerely prayed to God to fix the mess I made of my life. today I'm suicidal. feeling distraught over my everyday problems how unending they are. my head is stable my thoughts are not, I see an apt opening up soon. __________________ Son: 14, 12/15/2009 R.I.P. Daughter: 20 Diagnosis: Bipolar with Psychosis. Latuda 100 mgs. |
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#2
Can you reach out to your therapist or pdoc? It sounds like you need some help.
I'm sorry you are feeling this way. __________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1700 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 1.5 mg clonazepam., 50 mg Seroquel |
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#3
I think I'll go to bed and hope tomorrow is different. but thinking I'll be spending a weekend at mom's.
__________________ Son: 14, 12/15/2009 R.I.P. Daughter: 20 Diagnosis: Bipolar with Psychosis. Latuda 100 mgs. |
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#4
My therapist actually called me, we have an appt tomorrow but she gave me some resources and was glad my mom was over. I did spend the weekend with her, she said I wasn't myself.
Today my blood pressure was super high, now I have to check it and call a doctor if still high. my blood pressure is usually low normal. 120's over 70's. today it was 171/102. physically and mentally I'm falling apart. __________________ Son: 14, 12/15/2009 R.I.P. Daughter: 20 Diagnosis: Bipolar with Psychosis. Latuda 100 mgs. |
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Idk what to say but I’m sorry things suck right now
__________________ Bipolar 1 w/psychotic features or schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety OCD celexa, prazosin, Lybalvi and prn zyprexa and klonopin |
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