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I hope you're comfortably asleep by now, bizi.

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I picked up Kathrine this morning we went out to have brunch.
She hardly ate anything at the hub city diner.I ate my normal BELT
with diner browns I should have skipped them. but my weight is stuck at 189.6.
I wonder if these partakes are acting like the 200 calorie beers do.
I don't know because they only have 10 calories in them.
They have less than .5% alcohol in them.
I put food into the gravity feed container for the cats, watered jeffs plants,

put a pork roast in to the crock pot with onions and peppers and black beans, and green beans and spinach.
Wonder if we should invite Katherine over for dinner. We will have plenty to share. it was a 2 pound pork roast.

filled the out door bowl full of water, put a load in the washer, cleaned out the kitty boxes.
ready to put the laundry into the dryer. all of my chores are done. except....

I will have to hang up my uniforms once they are done drying.

I already had one partake and going for my second as soon as i put the clothes in the dryer.
My knee hurts more today in a different place, wonder what that is about?
Glad to get the mri on wednesday in the evening. I have to be there at 4;30
for 5 oclock appointment for the procedure.
I just had to move one client to 9am. which I hate but my schedule is full.
I have taken 2 exlax 2 days in a row and still have not gone for 3 days now.
I drank about 3-4 cups of coffee Add I had a french vanilla iced coffee that
I did not put my over the ice I used it as creamer for my coffee.
I have never done that before. wonder how many calories??????She had a mimosa.

was not even eying the bloody maries. I put my clothes in the dryer.and I am drinking my second partake,
I stocked up on them the other day. so I have plenty. There was one more 4 pack left in the store..
I should go and see if it is still up there high on the top shelf where he had to get the ladder with wheels.
so sorry about rocky shitting every where. I don't think I could put up with that.
Jeff should be home In a couple of hours.
Last night he has been drinking with his friend about 3.5 hours up north his name is cain.
He tries to get there about once a year or twice. They listen to cd's like U2 and super tramp and eddie van halen jeffs favorite .
and some times play guitars and some times they just drink always listening to music.
and cain bbqs deer meat and wild hog steaks and jalapenos stuffed with cream cheese wrapped in bacon now those are good.
He wears gloves to make the poppers because he de seeds them.
so they are not that spicy.
on to my 3rd partake 1.5% total alcohol.
I think I will go see if they have the other 4 pack so I can really stock pile them.
Having them really helps remaining AF.
any way
I just saw a bird steal buddies cat food, our out side cat whom we feed. and is essentially our cat.
I have not seen him around since jeff has been gone.
Katherine responded that she can't come for dinner because she has to face time
with her daughter whom lives in hong kong.

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Hey Bizi ! I’m way behind on the whole forum but I hope your doing well and I’ll catch up on how your doing soon

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hey @~Christina
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I hope you are well.
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/thanks beth! I need all of the hugs I can get.
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It's a bit cooler here today.
I feel like **** though

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fuzzy I am sorry you are not well.
I hate to bring this up but do you have an in home test for covid?
The latest strand is very contagious.
Get well soon! plenty of fluids rest and repair.

sleep is so important for us.
have you been outside.
I think it got up to 94 today but the
humidity was down so it did not feel that hot.
Hope hubby is taking care of you.
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I am switching up my diet and trying to drink more water. eating fiber one sticks for breakfast which I like so that is ok, it just takes me a while to eat it. 2/3rds cup with half a cup of 2% milk.took miralax last night and 2 stool softeners, no BM this morning.

I did not have a client this morning. I have 4 starting at 1pm.

I found out that the post office lost my last 25 stack of billings that I mailed 7-3rd. So I am supposed to rebill every one and I was already getting behind for this time. so now I have 45 bills to send out. what a royal pain in the Butt.
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How frustrating about the billings! WTH is with the USPS...they screw up way too often.

bizi, do you know why you're having such constipation?

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How frustrating about the billings! WTH is with the USPS...they screw up way too often.

bizi, do you know why you're having such constipation?

I have chronic constipation.
I called my GP and asked for a prescription of lactulous.They called in one dose. wrong.
I was over using laxatives and they stopped working. So I got stopped up and had to take drastic measures over the past week. I am hoping that it works when I finally get it.
blah blah blah
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The fiber one has 18 grams of fiber which could be too much.
I never ate breakfast besides brunch on sundays at the diner.
It filled me up though, and I was not hungry for lunch ate chicken salad
And hubby took the salad home and I ate the rest of it for dinner
tonight. we had spiral strip steaks with spinach and cream cheese.
I only ate one of them and my salad.I stopped at 4 partakes
tonight quit my fluid intake before 8;45. took most of my meds

with the miralax. Sweetened with cinnamon stevia which makes
it palatable. I have 1mg of klonipin to take and that won't

take much fluid.
Day 21 AF. Originally I was just going to do 30 days,
now I think I will remain af until we go on vacation. August 13th

we are going to spend one day with my brother in law we will stay
the night in a hotel...
before we go to pensicola for the week end. He lives in mobile
alabama, which is about 1 1/2 hours to the beach.
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Congrats on the AF time!
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Sounds like your plugging along

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Congratulations on 21 days AF!

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Hey bizi,
I don't feel too bad physically except for the heat and anxiety. The anxiety causes ''loose stools'' and frequent visits...

I feel like now because I started a new thread

I have not been encouraged to speak by providers irl. They prefer just to prescribe meds (which I'm allergic to apart from benzos)

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I just finished my 0.0.0 beers and stopped at 8;45pm
these are made in japan and don't have calories or alcohol at all.
just fizzy and malt flavor. I like them. Just finished my last 4 pack.

So tonight is the first night that I have been completely AF.
I put the peach gose and the ipa partake in the refrigerator

as they are warm need a few hours to cool down.
none for tonight they will be ready for consumption tomorrow night.
I am still at a heavy weight 188.9 at least I am away from 204
pounds....my heaviest weight not that long ago.

I hope my posting my weight is not triggering to any one here.
PM me and I will refrain from posting it.

I know there are several posters with ED....((((HUGS))))

Dinner tonight was good, left overs. stuffed chicken thigh
with spinach and cream cheese wrapped in bacon.
it was very good again and left over from lunch
a huge amount of collard greens and smothered cabbage.
Which was good as well. hubby ran to the

china one restaurant and got beef with snow peas pods.

He enjoyed it.
Lots of cool wishes for those folks still having heat waves.
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I went to fat pats to have dinner seared tuna over greens and carrots and cucumbers
tomatoes and sweet chili dressing it was delicious. I drank a large glass of soda water.
Was not really tempted to drink alcohol. Nice to see some friendly faces. Jeff is gone for the weekend
visiting his brother in mobile AL. He comes back sunday. It is a 5 hour drive with traffic.
My bil bought a house and I have not seen it yet. We will stay one night before we head out the next day
for the beaches of pensicola. Our familiar stomping ground to celebrate our anniversary.
Hazel our eldest cat has acne. So we have to apply the medicine 2 x day. She doesn't like it at all.
I have to put it on her hope she doesn't hide from me.
I took a double dose of the lactulose. Things are not moving like I think they should be. I am
impatient. PT folks called we could not come up with any times until the next months 8-25-22.at 4pm.
I am drinking a peach gose NA beer it is good. I think I like it better than the IPA.
oh happy days.
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