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Nov 15, 2022 at 05:36 AM
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Nov 15, 2022 at 06:39 AM
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This morning's pic from my run
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Nov 15, 2022 at 04:04 PM
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Stunning! I like the boulders.
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Nov 15, 2022 at 05:34 PM
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Nov 16, 2022 at 03:50 PM
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Driving wasn't much of an issue since there wasn't a lot of snow (and I got mad skillz). The actual work kinda ****ing sucks though, and they trust me with a box cutter which I'm a little uncomfortable with given my history of hiding in corners with knives ready to attack anyone that comes close. I honestly don't think I'll be able to handle actually going in to work for 5 hours a week 3-4 times a week, but I'll give it a shot and see if I can acclimate.
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Nov 16, 2022 at 04:03 PM
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Well, I've driven in lightly falling snow, I mean lightly, exactly once in my life, in a VW Bus - and once was enough. I was creeping at 15 mph, but still sliding around. But, of course, my Bus wasn't equipped for snow driving, at all. I'd gotten caught in it by surprise.
Anyway. Your job. Boots, it's a big undertaking, 3 - 4 times/a week. Is there any possibility at all of starting with twice/week? Even for a month, see how it is for you? __________________ |
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Nov 16, 2022 at 06:10 PM
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Unfortunately it's retail and the holiday season so 15+ hours is expected for part-timers. After Christmas season I'll go down to 10hrs a week. If I start seeing early warning signs though, I will tell her I need to go down in hours and if I can't I have to quit the job. She seems to understand people with anxiety pretty well, but idk if "for safety purposes I can't be near the box cutters today" will go over well.
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Nov 16, 2022 at 07:07 PM
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Ohh, yes...the holiday retail thing. As you well know taking care of yourself is absolutely top priority, in every way, and whatever that means for you and for your safety. __________________ |
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Nov 17, 2022 at 07:24 AM
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How are your coworkers?
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Nov 17, 2022 at 07:53 AM
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Nov 20, 2022 at 01:21 PM
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So yesterday I wasn't the only cashier and the other guy was also cutting up boxes. At one point he looked at me and I was afraid he was going to come over and slash my throat with the box cutter and then I got suspicious of everyone in the store; I thought someone was going to plant a bomb in the Christmas section. On my break I took some PRN Haldol and then when I got back I kept making mistakes like not giving people their bags and I counted some woman's money wrong and gave her $2 extra bucks.
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Nov 20, 2022 at 03:27 PM
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That sounds kinda miserable.
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Nov 20, 2022 at 09:00 PM
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And today someone stole $10 from my register
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Nov 20, 2022 at 11:32 PM
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Oh, wow. So what's the procedure when that happens?
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Nov 21, 2022 at 08:02 AM
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The manager just gave me a $10 to put in my till to make up for it. I'm not sure if they'll try tracking them down with cameras or something but for only $10 I'm guessing not. What happened is they paid with a food stamp card but there was $10 short of their total and they ran off with their stuff before I could ask for the extra money and apparently that happens a lot.
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Nov 21, 2022 at 09:05 AM
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Okay now I'm pissed. Last week I called the pharmacy to see how many weeks of refills I have left (since I have to pick them up every week). They said they had given me my last week and I needed refills called in. They emailed my doc. I called my ACT person whom I was told to call for refills. I just called today and NONE of my meds have been refilled. I have enough for today but that's it. If I don't get them by the end of the day (and the pharmacy closes at 5pm) I'm f**ked.
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Nov 23, 2022 at 12:58 PM
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I didn't see you around yesterday. How are you @MuddyBoots?
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Nov 23, 2022 at 02:44 PM
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I got my meds though. edit: interestingly enough, it's been about a month since I got out of IP and have not been "randomly" drug tested once. __________________ If any chord that I could strum Make me feel less like a man I'd slam my fingers in the doorway And shatter all the bones So I could never strum again |
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Nov 23, 2022 at 09:42 PM
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Okay. Thanks for checking in. I was concerned.
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Nov 27, 2022 at 03:39 PM
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Giving up on my job. Missed two doses of two antipsychotics and now I'm hearing shyt again and feeling demonic presences.
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