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Default Feb 18, 2023 at 06:46 PM
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Now that I am “properly medicated”
I realize I’ve been a little wound up.
But I’m not even “properly medicated.”
I just snorted some diazepam,
And now I see what normal feels like.
Although I’m still hallucinating.
Or maybe I’m not.
Maybe my reality is the real one,
And everyone else is lying about
“Psychosis.”

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Default Feb 18, 2023 at 08:10 PM
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You are alive... just like I'm real.

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Default Feb 18, 2023 at 11:58 PM
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Are you journaling?

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Default Feb 19, 2023 at 01:09 PM
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yeah i went through 28 pages today so far

well shiiit i just went through my wrap and i'm in crisis

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Default Feb 19, 2023 at 01:25 PM
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yeah i went through 28 pages today so far

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Default Feb 19, 2023 at 06:15 PM
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yeah i went through 28 pages today so far

well shiiit i just went through my wrap and i'm in crisis
Does your WRAP have plans for what to do when you’re in crisis?

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Default Feb 19, 2023 at 11:44 PM
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Does your WRAP have plans for what to do when you’re in crisis?
Yeah, talk to a bunch of people I'm no longer in contact with, ask my mom to take me for a walk or a drive (which today she picked me up after I walked 5 miles away from home barefoot if that counts. Give my keys wallet and meds up which Im not gonna do because I need to pick up my meds and my mom isnt really good with managing my meds I learned last crisis, call the crisis line which I did several times today she actually just gave me her desk number which was nice so i diddnt have to wait to wait to for her to call back. It list which hospital I want to go to should it come to that which ai want to avoid obviously.

I suppose I'll just tke a half dose of haldol. I've been skipping it because it numbs me out too much and makes me want to hurt myself

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Default Feb 21, 2023 at 08:42 AM
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Possible trigger:


Called on-call ACT crisis line three times last night. Was told I'd be checked in with later today by someone from the team.

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Default Feb 25, 2023 at 08:50 PM
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