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MuddyBoots
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#281
Now that I am “properly medicated”
I realize I’ve been a little wound up. But I’m not even “properly medicated.” I just snorted some diazepam, And now I see what normal feels like. Although I’m still hallucinating. Or maybe I’m not. Maybe my reality is the real one, And everyone else is lying about “Psychosis.” __________________ If any chord that I could strum Make me feel less like a man I'd slam my fingers in the doorway And shatter all the bones So I could never strum again |
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#282
You are alive... just like I'm real.
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#283
Are you journaling?
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MuddyBoots
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#284
yeah i went through 28 pages today so far
well shiiit i just went through my wrap and i'm in crisis __________________ If any chord that I could strum Make me feel less like a man I'd slam my fingers in the doorway And shatter all the bones So I could never strum again Last edited by MuddyBoots; Feb 19, 2023 at 02:14 PM.. |
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#286
__________________ Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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MuddyBoots
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#287
Yeah, talk to a bunch of people I'm no longer in contact with, ask my mom to take me for a walk or a drive (which today she picked me up after I walked 5 miles away from home barefoot if that counts. Give my keys wallet and meds up which Im not gonna do because I need to pick up my meds and my mom isnt really good with managing my meds I learned last crisis, call the crisis line which I did several times today she actually just gave me her desk number which was nice so i diddnt have to wait to wait to for her to call back. It list which hospital I want to go to should it come to that which ai want to avoid obviously.
I suppose I'll just tke a half dose of haldol. I've been skipping it because it numbs me out too much and makes me want to hurt myself __________________ If any chord that I could strum Make me feel less like a man I'd slam my fingers in the doorway And shatter all the bones So I could never strum again |
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MuddyBoots
Bricks through the window and I think it's time I
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#288
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Called on-call ACT crisis line three times last night. Was told I'd be checked in with later today by someone from the team. __________________ If any chord that I could strum Make me feel less like a man I'd slam my fingers in the doorway And shatter all the bones So I could never strum again |
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__________________ Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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#291
Where is that Boots?
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